Letters

lost

I was just sitting here thinking about thing that use to make me happy. About how I use to feel with different situations. After my mom died and all those extra things happened... I lost a part of me. I stopped feeling a lot of things. I still have a hard time feeling emotions and honestly, if im being honest... It drives me crazy. I just wanna feel something. But i cant. I hardly feel. And if i do it feels almost vacant. And empty