Letters

Dear Mister

       I hope you know this is about you. I really wanted to explain why I just disappeared, but it hurt me so much to walk away. Its one of the hardest things I've had to do but it was for the best. I wasnt going to be any help to you. Im just a catalyst. I cant be with someone I dont trust or someone who has broken my heart more times than I can bare. I simply cant do it. You lied to me and left me in the dust so many times. I wanted to give you the world but you wanted to have everything combined ans made its one big place. One that you ruled. That only you could feel emotions and pain. One that you control everything . one where you make it constantly rain. I asked you what you loved about me, you said it was my mind. You never knew my mind. You always thought and assumed that you knew me like it was nothing. You made me feel like my feelings were irrelevant. That i had to push aside everything for you because you needes me that bad. You dont need me. You never did. Im sure youll find another girl who will lovr just as much or More than I did. Our conversations are always empty or one sided opinions that reflect and disapprove of any other difference. I hope for the best for you. I want you happy and i want your family happy too. I have finally come to realize I love myself way more than I do you.