WINNING HER BACK

HER DECISION

Khushi was pacing to-and-fro in her room restlessly.. All this was to much to bear..

Instead of apologising for his previous deeds.. He was yet again on the path to commit more and more mistakes..

First he called her the BIGGEST MISTAKE of his life and when she thought to end his miseries by going away.. He became restless and adamant to bring her back..
He was now threatening her to come back.. He crossed his every limit by threatening to demolish her Buaji's house today when she went to his new office not knowing that he is the new owner of the land..

Disgusting.. This is what she had felt when he told his secretary to convey the message to come to his house.. Her anger was on peak listening to something worse to this level.. She had stormed in his office thinking him to be a leech man who asked a lady something this unethical..

But when she reached the room and learnt that it was him who said this.. Than more than anger.. It was feeling of hurt.. Feeling of awfulness.. It was a heartbreaking moment..

The person was her Husband who conveyed something like this to her by secretary knowing very well that the girl doesn't know their relation..

In anger and frustration she had destroyed his whole cabin but he was just smirking and smiling at her.. Guts of him..

How can he stoop so low?
Didn't he even for once thought about his image and her dignity? What would have his staff assumed from all this?

And then from Aman she had come to know how an employee had insulted her and Arnavji gave him a slap.. Along with a warning..

She had felt more angry.. It was Arnavji who deserved this slap more than the employee because it was all because of him that he got a chance to speak like that..

But then she was hell worried when Aman again informed how ASR suffered low sugar and was about to faint..

She had ran from her room but halted her steps midway.. Keeping a stone at her heart.. She had directed Aman to give him medicines and all and was relaxed when she was confirmed that he is fine now..

She was very thankful to Aman who had unknown to Arnav had become a medium through which Khushi took care of her Arnavji who never can take care of himself.. Who better than her can know that..

She had cried more than she could for not going there when he needed her but then she can't give false hopes to him as well as her..

Soon the contract would end.. She will be no more his wife.. She won't have any right to look after him.. To look after his eating and medication schedule.. No right.. She won't hold any right at all and it was killing her slowly yet steadily..

After his confession and his comeback after kidnap.. How she had hoped to finally live a normal.. Happy life with HER BEAST CUM PRINCE CHARMING.. HER ARNAVJI.. But then.. The illusion broke.. And it was broken ruthlessly yet again by her Arnavji.. The beast.. Who called her.. His mistake and yet again reminded her about the contract and then it striked her..who had long forgotten about the contract..

She knows he was hurt.. He was angry and who won't be.. After seeing his mother-figure Di.. Attempting something like trying to kill her unborn but then how she deserved his outburst?
How was she at fault in all these?
Just because she cared for his sister and her health.. She became a culprit?

Rather than bursting on him.. He should have understand that his  sister is in a major Trauma..
And not that his wife isn't hurt.. She was hurt too just like others.. Infact more than other.. She was hurt.. She was guilty.. But no one cared about her.. Not even her own husband..

And that's when she had realised..
Shantivan isnt the place where she belongs..
It is his house.. Her Jiji's house.. But not hers..
It never was..

Now.. If she thinks about his confession during his kidnapping.. She realises may be it was a kind of hint for her which she cleverly catched..
No matter how much her mind convinces that he doesn't love her.. Her heart can't forget the feelings pooled out in his eyes in the hut when they were about to be one and no she can never outlook his nerve wrenching cries and attempt to wake her up when she fell from that cliff.. She can't overlook the relief on his face on seeing her breathing again.. She can't forget the way he had hugged her tightly not even leaving room for air in that process.. She cant forget how he had carried her in his arms overlooking that he himself is injured.. She can't forget any of it and all clearly shows his love.. Which is simple.. Genuine and pure..

But then she can't forget how he himself insulted it throwing all those harsh.. Rude words at her.. On that night.. And then never ever confessed about his feelings..

She knows that he isn't an easy man with conveying his feelings but when he said to 'Move Forward Together'.. The very morning of that fateful night.. Her heart had done a sumersault thinking it to be his indirect confession but then who knew what was in the storage..

It was too much to bear.. Why should she always taken for granted?
Even she has feelings. She feels hurt when hurted by others..
Its not her fault that Shyam had lustful feelings for her then why her dignity was questioned?

All those were atleast bearable and forgivable but what will a woman do if her husband doesn't supports her and shrugges her away when she tries to sooth his pain..

Its not like she didn't acknowledge his efforts.. She felt extreme proud on her husband when he supported her besides Shyam trying to shame her infront of all to protect himself.. But then why he had to spoil all these by his temper?
Why?
It was too much now and she cant let any one hurt her anymore.. Enough of thinking about others.. Including her arrogant.. Emotional less Husband..

Her Arnavji didn't understand her pain.. Her turmoil..
Not even he asked forgiveness for thinking so low of her.. She herself had forgiven him without any ill-feelings.. She was sad with all the ills but hopeful for the present and future.. But then.. He shattered it.. Didn't try to understand her.. Its not like only he and her sister's have been hurt.. His wife was hurt too but he didn't realise it nor tried to amend or sooth..

Moreover..Now even if.. He realises all of it.. Its too late already and it won't make any difference in her decision anymore..

Its high time she thinks about herself.. Her happiness and she will.. DEFINITELY..

To be continued..

So.. I finally decided to post this story.. Lol..

Well.. Its started and will be in continuation.. Hopefully.. I will update frequently..

Do tell me your opinions about the starting of this storu.. Did It striked you in the correct way?
Will be waiting to know..

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