WINNING HER BACK

HIS DETERMINATION

Arnav had leaned his head backwards on his chair with his closed eyes..

The flashes of that night.. Her sitting at the edge of the pool looking totally broken.. Her packing her luggage.. Her decision to leave him for his betterment..

His eyes shot open the moment he recalled her adamant and urgent decision of leaving him and then his devil rather idiotic way of forcing her not to leave..

Hell.. Doesn't she know.. He can't survive without her..

As if.. You made her realise that ever?
His heart accused

Hell.. He still remembers how he reminded her of the so-called contract marriage of them although there was no existance of any such paper.. And ofcourse the blackmailing part..

It was Bravo to blackmail and threaten her instead of saying a simple sentence I WAS ANGRY AND I VERY MUCH NEED YOU if he was so allergic about expressing his love for her at the moment..

Also.. Not to mention.. The naive.. Innocent and one of a kind of his wife.. Without any such proof.. Paper.. She still believed it to be a mere contract and his words to be true failing to see his fear which was undercovered by his non-existant threat..

But not to mention.. Again.. The screwd his wife showed with her business-minded husband.. She fooling him went to Buaji's house amd her stubbornness.. Of not returning back was not helping either..

So.. Knowing no other way as he never learnt any.. He just knew to get his work done by hook or crook.. He again blackmailed his wife with the threat of demolishing Buaji's house.. And well she lost her cool state.. She freaked.. Created hurricane in his  cabin and left..

Disgusting and guilty.. This is what he had felt when he told his secretary to convey the message to come to his house.. Although. He was sitting with his back at front.. He knew she must be bulbing in anger and then moment he turned around with a fake yet buyable smirk.. His heart skipped a bit..

His wife stood there hurt and stupified.. He had seen it in her eyes that more than anger.. It was feeling of hurt.. Feeling of awfulness in her eyes.. He felt something mocking deep in jus heart.. He felt something being broken with him as well as her.. It was a heartbreaking moment..

Although.. He was happy that she bought his so-called threat even though trying her best not to show it.. It somewhere hurted him that she still doesn't understand him completely.. Although.. She is the only one to understand him

Doesnt she know that he is no more the ASR who would hurt her?

He is no more the Shaitan but her Rajkumar..

But then he leaves no chance to prove her that he is still the very Shaitan who turned her life upside down by his very stupid useless ASRism with his love.. His wife..

His mind then recalled how a leech employed bad-eyed his.. ASR's wife and used cheap words for her.. Although he zipped his and others lips by his slap and his acknowledgement of her being his wife.. Yet it slashed him within remembering that as he gave them this opportunity to ill-mouth his wife or any other woman..

How could he.. Although unknowingly stoop so low?
Didnt he take care not to hamper her dignity in all this ploy? He felt like slapping himself.. He hurt his wife.. Played with hus image and her dignity..

Another sin in his bucket for which he need to redemption..

He had felt extreme pain himself while talking about demolishing Buaji's house but he wanted his wife with him and could do anything for it and so he did it.. Without realising what effect it will have on his already hurt wife..