Ethan Freaking Dolan

A new beginning

"Mommy... What's wrong? Why are you crying?" I said as I crept through her slightly cracked bedroom door.

She had mascara running down her face as she tried to muffle her cries with her hands.

"What? Oh nothing honey." She said as she tried to clean herself up before looking up to talk to me. She gave me a small smile as a few tear managed to escape her eyes.

"Mommy... Where's daddy?" I say as I look around the room, hoping he will pop out of somewhere to scare me.

As soom as I saw that my mom brakes down into tears again.

"Honey.... Daddy is gone..." She says in between tears and breathes as she tries to calm down.

"When is he going to come back? I want to plat hid and go seek with him!" I say cheerfully, not knowing what was about to be said.

"Oh honey... Daddy isn't going to come back... Daddy... Daddy... He passed away baby... He's dead!" My mom brakes into tears as I fall to the ground. I started to scream and cry. My tears were soaking the floor. My mom picked me up and held me into her arms as we both cried and screamed.

I start to have flashbacks to that night as I help my mom pack up her room. My mom sees my facial expression as I remember the horror that went down in this room. She pulls my into a tight hug as she lets a few tears escape her eyes, but quickly wipes them away.

"I know baby. I know." she whispers as she holds me. We finish packing up her room. We start carrying the boxes to the moving truck. It's been 9 years since my dad died and my mom finally decided to move. She said that she is ready and she thinks that I am too.

We are moving to New Jersey because its "small and nice." I never thought that New Jersey would ever be a place that I would move to, but hey there's a first time for everything, right?

I already had a few friend's in Jersey that moved here in middle school, so I was pretty happy about that. And not to mention that to school I am going to be attending has little to no dress code, meaning that I can finally have a chance to wear my clothes that either say fuck, bitch, or some other cuss word.

Our plane leaving Cleveland was leaving at 9:00 am tomorrow so we were trying to get all the boxes and everything loaded into the truck.

We finally got done packing and it was 11:45 pm.

"Go to bed honey. Get some rest. I will wake you up tomorrow so you can get ready for the flight."

"Okay goodnight mom. I love you."

"I love you too Adrian." She gives me a small smile and I head to my room.

All of my stuff is packed so I am sleeping on a air mattress tonight.

I wake up to my mom stroking my hair as she says my name to wake me up. I look at my phone to check the time and my social media. 7:35 I stand up as I throw on my large oversized hoodie. I go down stairs and slide on my chanclas. I grab my moms car keys and head to the store to get some juices and donuts. I didn't have my own car, which made me pretty upset. All of my friends had cars but my mom said to wait until I turn 17 to get a car.

I get back to the house and me and my mom have a nice little breakfast. We pack the rest of the small things up and by the time we are done doing that it is 8:15. We head to the truck and drive to the airport. Once we get there we have the airport people help us board our plane with all of our stuff. We finally take off and I listen to my music for the plane ride. I look out my window to see the beautiful sky and us floating through the clouds. I took tons of pictures and videos.

We finally arrive in Jersey and get off the plane. We start heading down the freeway and get some Chick- Fil- A. We continue to drive and we finally arrive at our new house. I look at it in awe as I admire it's beauty. This is it.
My new home

My new life

My new beginning.

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SOOOO WHAT DID YOU GUYS THINKKKKK?!!
I lowkey cried while writing this chapter💀😭
I am do happy that I started this story. I can already that this story is going to be amazing!!!
Alright see you guys in the next chapter
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