Ethan Freaking Dolan

Messy Sibling Tag

WARNING! THERE IS MAJOR SMUT IN THIS CHAPTER!

Ethan's pov...

On my drive home I couldn't focus. The only thing I could think about was Adrian. She is just so perfect in every way.

Her eyes

Her lips

Her nose

Her cheeks

Her smile

Her laugh

Her hair

Her body

Her personality

Her everything.

She is everything I've ever wanted. How did I get so lucky to have her? I know we aren't technically "dating" but I still have her all to myself. I have never felt this way about any girl, like how I feel about Adrian.

I hear Gray moving around in the backseat and he wakes up. I can feel him looking at me and he speaks up.

"What are you thinking about E?" He says while running his hand through his hair.

"Adrian... I just can't get her out of my head Gray." I say while looking at him in the mirror.

"And to think. This all started at a meet and greet." Grayson says with a chuckle.

I laugh and look at him through the mirror.

"Do you really love her, E?" Gray says with a serious face.

"I think I really do Gray."

"But how do you know, E?"

"Because everytime I see her, I can't help the smile that makes it's way to my face. Whenever I think of the woman I am going to marry and the woman who is going to be the mother of my children, I think of her Gray. I know, that I barely met her and I have barely spent time with her but Gray, she makes me crazy! The way that she can be perfect without even trying just makes me go insane."

"Then keep her, E. Don't let her go away. Don't loose her like you lost the other's."

What he said really hit me. He's right. I can't let her go. I've lost the others but I wont lose her.

We got back to the house and went up to my room. We started to blast music and dance around complete idiots. We heard a knock on the door and turned down the music.

"Come in." I say as I sit down on my bed and take a gulp from my water.

"Hey guys." Our sister Cameron says as she opens the door.

"Sup Cam." Me and Gray say in sync.

"So you know how I'm going away to college tomorrow right?" She says as she sits next to me on the bed.

"Oh yeah huh." Grayson says as he sits on the floor.

"Well, since I will be gone for a while I was think thinking that we could make a video for your guy's YouTube channel." She says with a smile.