The Bad Boy's Dare

Confessions

Playlist: I won't let you you down by HRVY

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I left Kendrick's place in the morning my mind played every scenario over and over again his facial expressions, I spent the whole day in my room eating ice-cream and watching movies I'm such a looser. Kendrick hadn't called I had checked my phone a thousand times for his call, a thousand an one, putting my phone down when I heard a knock on the door I had changed my door to prevent more breaking since my old door lock seemed to be so easy to pick, I checked though the peep hole what could he be doing out so late at night it was around twelve A.M. I was in my short and oversize shirt big enough for five people

"what are you doing here " I said helping him in as he stumbled across he tried to walking he smelled like alcohol

"you were drinking why" I said getting mad at him for doing this to himself

"I hurt you, I showed you a part of me you shouldn't have the ugly part of me the part no one can love " he said as he held my arms his grip was so strong it hurt

"Kendrick that's all I want, I want to see every part of you both the good and the bad that's all I ask for " I said trying to move him to couch he held me still in position staring into my eyes

"then why did you leave " he said despite the alcohol in his system his eyes showed hurt and pain

"cause I was mad you didn't trust me or love me enough to show me the real you every part of you" it seemed like my words hurt him cause he took me in a warm embrace

"I do love you and I do trust you, you give me hope, a reason, your all I'll ever need without you I'm back to my old life of drinking, sleeping around I'm music without melody your my everything Keisha I'll tell you the truth, I'll tell you please don't leave me " his words hurt so much, could he feel this much for me

"I promise I'll never leave you your my everything too''I said hugging tightly as I pressed my head on his chest

"don't say that till you know the truth"

"even when I do it won't change you can tell me tomorrow let's go to bed" I said taking him towards my room placing him on one side of the bed while I laid on one said

"I don't deserve you Saint"

"shh don't say that" I said before he grabbed me by the waist pulling me closer to him as I placed my head on his chest listening to his heart beat which seemed to match mine perfectly I slept off to the musical melody of his heart beat not minding the smell of alcohol

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I let out a groan rolling on the bed from being woken up by the feel of someone's hands stroking my arms, I woke up quickly in panic sitting on the bed

"Saint baby it's okay it's just me your safe" I heard Kendrick say holding my hands calming me down I had totally forgotten about last night, I stood up heading to bathroom to wash my face

"are you okay" I heard him say standing by the bathroom door before walking in towards me

"did I hurt you last night"

"what "I said clearly confused by his statement all he did was talk

"did I hurt you I was drunk you shouldn't have let me in"

"you were drunk upset I couldn't let you go that night what kind of girlfriend will I be and you didn't hurt me" I said moving towards him to give him a hug wrapping my arms around his waist

"if I didn't hurt you what's this" he said turning me to face the mirror showing the places of my arms he held

"I'm sorry Keisha I'm so sorry" he said getting on his knees