Shinsou Hitoshi x Male Reader

One-Shot #2

Requested By: DanVestal

Villain Male Reader x Shinsou Hitoshi

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(M/N) (L/N)

Well, this was the last thing that I expected to happen. Having my boyfriend glaring at me with his hands around my neck, while using his quirk to hold me hostage. His eyes showed betrayal and I won't lie when I say it saddened me, that I shouldn't have let him find out this way, but it happened.

It happened because my dumb ass decided to go on a fucking mission with Dabi and the oh so famous “Hero Killer.” Everything was going fine until Shinsou accidentally popped up and the both of them used me as bait to "catch his attention" so they could scurry off and I could deal with the consequences. And they both are soooo going to get it if I'm not dead by the end of the night.

But they don't matter right now. Nothing matters right now at this moment then what's happening now. He found out I was a villain. Shinsou found out that I'm a villain. There's nothing else to that sentence. He finally found out what kind of person I was, and now he'll probably hate me for the rest of our lives. And that thought alone made me wince more than the thought of him killing me. I didn't want him to hate me. I didn't want him to look at me differently. I didn't want him to, stop loving me.

"Why didn't you fucking tell me?!" He was absolutely pissed at me. His facial expression alone showed me just how pissed he was. I tried my best to look into his eyes, but I couldn't. Not like this. They usually met for a few seconds, but then look somewhere else. Guess that's what happens when the person you love is slowly starting to hate you.

But I gained the courage to look him in the eyes as I spoke. "I was going to-" "Oh yeah?! And when were you going to? IN A FEW FUCKING YEARS?" I let out a deep sigh, but looked at my now, probably ex-boyfriend, with a sad smile and shook my head. "I was going to ..." I trailed off. I was going to tell him exactly why I didn't tell him sooner, but no words formed.

His glare turned harsher as his hands had gotten tighter around my neck. "You better start fucking talking (M/N)." Another sigh left me as I looked Shinsou in the eyes. I didn't want to speak. I didn't want the words that I've been trying to phrase for so long to spill out of my mouth in a way that would make him hate me forever.

His eyes seem to soften up a bit, but his hands never let up. Maybe he was having a battle within himself, maybe he'd let me stay even though he knows now, maybe he'll give me another chance to be worthy of his love. "Tell me the truth (M/N)." He was calmer now, looking at me intently. I even felt his hands move away from my neck, which surprised me.

I didn't want to speak, but I spoke anyway. I didn't want to make it seem like I was the victim because I knew I wasn't. But I still spoke. I spoke words that I knew I would have had to eventually, and I let them spill out. Even though they were only a few. I just let the words flow throughout my mind and out of my mouth. "I didn't want to tell you because I knew it would cause you to hate me."

He raised an eyebrow at me and crossed his arms. "(M/N)-" "You despise villains Shinsou. You hate them with a passion. I hid everything from you so you wouldn't know. Because I was too scared at the fact that you'd hate me. That you'd truly hate everything about me. Even when someone or even when you would say my name, you would gag a little. The thought of that scares me. I don't want you to hate me. I'd rather you kill me, then hate everything about me."

He looked at me for a while after I was done talking and stood in front of me. A little too close for comfort, but I would enjoy any warmth I could gain at this point. Who knew how long it was going to last anymore. "You're an idiot," he said seriously, which made my nerves act up. The glare he had earlier came back as he stared me down. "Your reasons are valid, but it won't change what you said earlier."

He undid his quirk and took his hand in my, intertwining our fingers as his glare grew harsher. "Maybe it was a good idea for you to have not told me who you really were in the beginning" he whispered with a pause, "but now I know and nothing will change that." My nerves were now standing on edge and beads of sweat were furiously dripping from my temple.

But I looked him in the eyes as they told me his decision. I knew it would break me, but I didn't care. They didn't hold hate, but betrayal, sadness, maybe even second thoughts. But I shook my head and pulled him into a hug. If this is what he wanted then I would do this for him. I would never go against his wishes. That's one promise I made that I would never break.

He cupped my cheeks in his hands and brought me down for a brief kiss. I still felt the familiar electricity that I always do when we kiss, which made me pull his body closer. It wasn't long before we both started to devour our mouths. Our tongues dancing, our lips moving in sync, and our hands roaming everywhere. Until I decided to stop it with a gentle kiss, one that I wanted to last in his memories for a lifetime.

After that, I pulled away and smiled at him sadly. He looked almost as if he was about to change his mind but I shook my head and reached up to caress his cheeks with my thumbs. "Whenever you're out alone or with others and you feel like there are eyes on you, know that it's me." At first, he thought I was crazy, like some kind of stalker. Which I most likely was, but I just pecked his lips.

"I'll always be watching over you" I whisper, pressing my forehead against his before letting him go completely. At first, he went to grab me, but I smiled and blew him a kiss. I know, corny, but he caught it like he always did and turned around. "I love you." It was barely a whisper, but I still heard it. "I love you" I replied. I heard him sigh, and I saw him take painful steps forwards.

I heard quiet sobs leave him, and it took everything out of me not to chase after him. But I didn't. We might be in love, but a hero and a villain can never be in love in this word. The only way for us to ever work out is if we love each other at a distance, which I'll never understand how to do. Especially with him. My darling, my love, Shinsou Hitoshi.

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~ Tae