Shinsou Hitoshi x Male Reader

One-Shot #5

Requested By: NagitoBagle100

Seme Male Reader x Uke Shinsou Hitoshi

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(M/N) (L/N)

"So, are we ready to see the X-ray?" My doctor asked in one of her voices that she used to amuse me. Of course, me being the happy go lucky child I once was, I nodded my head like a bobblehead and couldn't stop rocking back and forth. I was excited to finally know if I would gain the one thing that I had been wanting for so long. A quirk. I had been dreaming about how cool it was to have one, and which one I would have if it was shown that I would be able to have one.

"Well, let's look and see shall we?" She asked again, a huge smile on her face. I had gotten even more excited to see the excitement on her face. I felt like I couldn't sit still with how happy I was. My mom eventually had to place her hands on my shoulders to get me to calm down. My energy had gotten worse while she was looking over the X-ray, but I tried my absolute hardest to keep calm while she looked.

Eventually, when I heard a small gasp, I had gotten even more excited than I was before and eventually stopped being still altogether. "Do you see it? Do you see it?" I asked. My doctor then looked at me with a frown instead of the huge smile she was giving me a few seconds ago. It began to confuse me. Why would she be frowning? I mean, shouldn't she be excited that I was getting the one thing I've been wanting?

She gently approached me and kneeled in front of me, this time with a small smile on her face. "So I looked" she whispered with a sigh. "And did you find it?!" I asked in excitement. At first, she looked lost on what to do as she opened and closed her mouth to speak. But eventually she did. And instead of her giving me the nod that I had been waiting for forever, she shook her head and gently squeezed my knee.

"I'm sorry sweetie but, you won't be developing a quirk." At that moment, I froze. It felt like everything around me had come to a complete stop. She sat there, trying to explain to me how somethings in the X-ray just weren't adding up, and how she just could not find what she was looking for. I wanted to tell her to look again, but she just squeezed my knee again, stood up, and began to talk to my mother.

It that moment, I knew that the things that we wanted in life could be stripped away in a matter of seconds. No matter how bad we wanted something, it didn't matter. It could be taken away as quickly as we wanted it to happen. I didn't notice I had begun crying until my mom wiped away my tears. But, that didn't help because more tears ended up falling from my eyes. And when my mom tried to cheer me up, telling me that we would still go out for ice cream, I just shook my head.

I didn't want ice cream. I didn't want anything but a quirk. But I couldn't even have that. The one thing that I truly wanted, I couldn't have. My mom tried to cheer me up a few more times until she just sighed and picked me up. My doctor gave me a smile, also trying to cheer me up. But, I just glared at her. I wasn't impressed with what she was trying to do. She gave me a surprised facial expression, but I continued to glare at her and every other doctor until we left the building.

That night, after my mom tucked me into bed, I heard her and my dad talking. And since I was nosey, I had gotten out of bed to hear them better. "What are we going to do?" My mom asked my father. "We do what we can for him, and raise him to be who he wants-" "But he wants to be a hero! We can no longer have that option! He no longer has that option....." After my mom had trailed off, they began to whisper about me, but little did they know I heard every single word they said.

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Six months.

That's how long it had been since I learned that I wouldn't be developing a quirk naturally. That my hopes and dreams were crushed in a matter of a few seconds. My parents have been trying to cheer me up daily, trying to get me to be the son they once knew before that dreaded doctors appointment. But it all ended in failure. That cheerful boy had the dream of having a quirk one day, and being a hero. Now, I would grow up wanting something I could never have.