Chapter 9

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Harry's POV

I wait for Chrissie at her locker like I do everyday but she doesn't come. The school bell goes for tutor and everyone makes their way to their tutor. I walk to Chrissie's tutor just to check if she is in. When I get there I see her talking to Kyle. I start to walk towards her but see then I see something that makes me want to be sick. Her and Kyle kiss. It's only a goodbye kiss but why would they do that if they're only friends.

A wave of sadness washes over me. I don't know why, but it does. It might be the fact that I know we were meant to be together if I hadn't died but it might be that I actually have feeling for her. Feelings I never knew I had until now. Until I saw her kiss another guy.

I walk off towards the Lunch Hall and sit on one of the tables. If I do have feeling for her, maybe that's why I'm so protective of her. I've always been protective from the start but that was because I knew she was getting bullied and doing nothing about it. Now I try and protect her from everything. I tried to protect her from Kyle but that obviously didn't work. She obviously has bigger feelings for him than me. But it's obvious why.

I'm dead. He's alive. That one difference between me and Kyle changes everything and I hate it. Why did those guys have to kill me. I could've met Chrissie when I was older and we could've had the perfect life. Her and Kyle don't suit and they definitely won't be together long.

I still don't trust that Kyle even likes her. I still think that its a big prank from George but Chrissie wont listen to me. I need to get proof. I need to hear George say it, but even if I spy on him and hear him, how can I convince Chrissie he actually said that? I can't. She'll have to hear it for herself.

Maybe when Alexander has taught me how to lift objects for a period of time, then I can film him saying it. Saying about the prank.

That's what I'll do. I've nearly got the hang of it now. I can hold objects for about a minute without losing concentration but I still need to concentrate hard. A few more lessons and I wont have to concentrate on holing it and then I can concentrate on filming George and Kyle instead.

I'll practise twice as hard tonight and all through the day. I need to prove it to her. I can't let them hurt her. I don't get why George hates her so much.

I look around for something to practise with. I can't see anything so I get up from the table and look around the lunch hall properly. Again I cant find nothing so I start to search the classrooms. I purposely go into Chrissie's class to see her reaction. I walk in and pick up the first thing I see. A book.

I look around to see if anyone is looking in my direction. When I realise that its only Chrissie, I concentrate and pick up the book. I haven't learnt to move with it yet so I put it on the floor and begin to push it out the door.

I look at Chrissie before I'm fully out of the door. She looks very confused about what I am doing but I don't want to tell her. I don't even want to look at her...but it's too hard. I need to see her face. I need to know her reaction of what I'm doing.

When I'm out of the door I continue pushing it into the Lunch Hall. When I get there, I pick it up once more and put it on a table.

I practice and practice moving around with objects in my hand until break time. I see Chrissie walk into the Hall looking for someone. It can't be Kyle because they are hand in hand, so it must be me. I don't even want to look at her with Kyle. It makes me mad and I feel like I might snap.

As I've been practising I can now walk around with things in my hand as long as I go slow and concentrate. I try to go a bit faster as I don't want Chrissie to see me but I fail. Chrissie spots me and starts to walk over to me. She whispers something to Kyle and then kisses him on the cheek which makes me want to gag. I try so hard to move quicker but the next thing I know, I am being pulled and I lose my concentration. The book falls right through my hand and onto the floor.

Chrissie drags me into a classroom and looks at me confused. She obviously wants to know what I was doing with the book.

"There is a reason but I can't tell you." I say to her. She looks at me annoyed.

"Why? What are you up to?" She asks concerned.

"Nothing. I just don't want to tell you. Besides, you didn't tell me about you and Kyle." I say and she looks down guiltily.

"I was going to tell you..." She says, her voice quiet.

"When? When were you going to tell me? In a month! How long have you been together?" I ask getting angry.

"We've only been together for a day! I know you don't like him but I do!" She says, sadness in her voice. I don't like that she's upset but I would much rather her not be with him. His best friend is her bully.

"I might not like him but there's a reason! He's best friends with George and I don't trust him. I feel like he's playing you!"

"How would you know? Have you heard him say it? What if all this is real!" Chrissie shouts. I'm now the one looking down guiltily. She right. I haven't got any proof yet, but I am trying. If it turns out that Kyle really does like Chrissie then I will apologise.

"I will find out. I will prove it to you and if it turns out that his feeling are real then I am truly sorry, but you cant blame me for not trusting him." I tell her.

"I know, I know. I just really like him. I want it to be real." She says. I put my arms out and hug her. I'm so happy that I can hug her. Happy that I can feel her body on mine. She's so warm, whilst I'm so cold. I wish I could be warm again. I would do anything to be alive again, but that's not going to happen. I'm dead now and there's nothing I can do about it. I'm just going to have to live with it and get used to it.

Chrissie lets go of me which disappoints me a bit. I wanted to stay like that for a while. She's the only one I can touch and her touch is amazing.

"I better be getting back to the others." She says. She starts to walk out of the class but realises I'm not following. I want to stay here and practise a bit more.

"Aren't you coming?" She asks.

"No. I want to stay here for a bit. Have some time to myself." I tell her. She frowns a little but then nods. She closes the door behind her and I sit on the desk behind me. I need to prove it to her before its too late. I find another object and begin practising. I'll have the hang of this in no time.

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A/N CHAPTER 9! Hope you guys enjoy it.

So Harry has found out about Chrissie and Kyle...

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