Another Chance at Destiny ( Harry Styles Fanfic) [Editing]

Chapter 20

Harry's POV

After going to see the nurse, she said it was best for me to go home as I didn't seem very well. Of course I was alright. I'm just freezing cold. Nothing can be wrong with me anyway, so I just followed Chrissie around. She nearly spoke to me a couple of times, forgetting I was invisible to everyone else.

It's now the next day and I'm wondering if I should stay invisible and tell Chrissie to tell everyone that I'm still ill. It would make sense. Most people stay home when they're ill.

"Hello Harry." Alexander says. This time I don't jump. I'm so used to him doing it that I don't get scared anymore. Well it startles me but I don't physcally jump like I usually do.

"What are you doing here? School is going to start soon." I tell him. I can't be talking to Alexander whilst Chrissie is here.

"I'm here with some good news." He says. I suddenly become interested.

"What news?" I ask.

"The other angels and I have decided that you are allowed to watch over your funeral." My mouth falls open. That's the good news? Going to my own funeral.

"How is that good news?" I ask disappointed. Who would want to go to their own funeral where everyone they love is upset.

"Because you get to see your family and the boys." He says. He's got a point. I really do want to see them. I might never be able to see them again.

"Why have they had the funeral so late?" I ask. Usually funerals are a about a week or two after the person dies, not a couple of months.

"Because Niall was in such a bad way they wanted to wait to see if he got better." He tells me. My heart aches at the sound of Niall's name.

"Is he better?" I ask hopefully. He's got to be better if he's going to the funeral...or is he not going?

"A little. Not much though. He hasn't come out of his house but is coming out of the house for your funeral and that's it." Alexander tells me. I don't know if I will be able to see Niall in such a bad way again. Last time it broke me. He was so upset and broken and I'm afraid that if I see him like that again I will show myself to him to show him I;m okay.

After a long debate in my head I decide to go. I want to go. I need to. This might be my last chance of seeing everyone that I love, even if they are crying.

"Okay, I'll go." I agree. Alexander smiles and holds out his hand. I grab on to his wrist and we teleport somewhere. I turn around and see about 50 or 60 people sitting in chairs. In the front row I see mum, dad, Gemma and the boys. Most of the people in the room are crying, but you can definately tell I was closer to mum, dad, Gemma and the boys. They are all crying their eyes out. It breaks my heart to see them like this but it's better than not seeing them at all.

I look straight at Niall. Tears are streaming down his face like a waterfall. I can see that he is visibibly shaking and I use all my power not to show myself and tell him that I'm alright. Even though Perrie is sat right next to him, Zayn isn't any attention to her. He's got his hand around Niall's back, trying to sooth him, even though he is crying himself.

Zayn looks down to Niall's arms in disappointement and that's when I notice that he hasn't boethered to cover up his scars from when he had cut. Luckily it doesn't look like there are any new ones, so that's okay at least and it looks as if they have healed quite a lot. The last time I saw him must've been the last time he did it.

Perrie looks over at Zayn and Niall and looks at them symmpathetically. She rubs Zayn's arm and he turns around to her. She holds out her arms for a hug and he doesn't decline. He wraps his arms around her and cries on her shoulder. Perrie looks as if she is about to cry too but keeps it together.