Way back into love

Chapter 28

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Continuation of last part where MANAN moved in under same roof for their shooting....

NEXT DAY:

Next day Nandini as usual woke up at 4 am, she even doesn't need alarm to get up. She woke up to find Manik sleeping on her chest. For a moment she forgot everything. The man sleeping on her chest was her POOH...her BABY...she lovingly kissed his forehead with her heart filled with love. Manik snuggled more into her like babies does with their moms….she was carresing her BABY’s checks ever so lovingly like used to do in childhood. That was really strange about them Nandini was a very naive n innocent soul, but when it comes to Manik she actually behaved like his mother. A little girl who was so innocent so naive acted like a mother that too a boy older than her. N here our Manik, well he was a mature n well manered child, n why not he didn't have any option other than that. As there was nobody to pamper him, he was never praised for his good behaviour or results. But he surely used to get punishment for even a little mistake….no matter how small it was, he was punished brutally for it. So he never showed any tantrums to anyone, not even Raman n Ishita. Yes they loved him very much, they adored him, they tried to fill his parents place, which Manik accepted with gratefulness. But he never showed any tantrums to them, he never demanded anything from them. Yes he loved them, respected them, obeyed them, received their gifts with much happiness. But he never asked for anything from them, it was very mature thing to do for his age. But with Nandini he used to be a child. He used to throw tantrums on her….make demands from her….acted stubborn to get what he wants…..he used to cry whenever he didn't get her attention. N Nandini used take all his tantrums like a mother, she even used to scold him if he did any serious mistake…..n again used to make him understand her point with loads of love, just like a mother. Most of the nights he used to sleep with her, keeping his head on her chest hugging her real tight as if she’d vanish if he loses his grip on her. At present Manik snuggled more in his MOMY’s chest….if it was even possible. N Nandini’s heart got flattered. This particular moment she was not NANDINI MURTHY she was POOH’s LOVE….She was smiling remembering their moments of joy….but bad thing about memories is that at times you don't have control over them….you can't guarantee that they’ll only make you smile….bad memories are also there may be you don't want to remember them but you don't forget them. N most of the time you cant control on what you remember. Bad memories will haunt you at the most unexpected time. They’ll make you whimper in pain during the happiest times of your life. N unfortunately for our MANAN that happened….. Nandini’s bad memories came rushing to her. She remembered each n every humiliation she had to go through Maniks so called classic artwork. She remembered each n every detail about it...n now Manik is forcing himself on her….it's not that she doesn't understand that Maniks love for her is genuine but her heart doesn't have that place or rather that courage to reciprocate his love….it doesn't have that courage to be broken again….not that she doesn't know that this time Manik won't leave her all alone but her heart couldn't forgive his betrayal….when you love someone with a lot of intensity the pain you recieve is also intense. All the love she felt for Manik just a few moments back vanished just like that. All of a sudden she felt numb, just nothing at all. She was really disturbed due to that. Coz sometimes back she was feeling love for Manik but now she felt nothing. Not even hatred...nor disgusted but surprisingly she desperately wanted to feel something….but it was hollow....inside….surprising isn't it….all these years she felt nothing for Manik not even hatred....sometimes back she felt immense love for him n now nothing....she desperately wanted to feel something….but she felt hollow inside. It was really painful when your heart feels pain it is painful but when your heart becomes hollow it is unbearable. 1 more thing she was confused that she felt love for Manik….that too all of a sudden, which she never felt in years...she was so lost in her thoughts….this time she didn't have tears in her eyes….when you feel hollow you badly want to cry your heart out but even tears leave your side. She was so lost in her agony that she wasn't aware Manik was watching her keenly……

Truly said you can't hate the person 1ce you loved...if you can then it was not love...n love never fades away it just hides deep inside your heart. Well for Nandini will that love again find its way back….well...well...that is a question to be unveiled with time.

Till then stay_Blessed 💙💙💙