Way back into love

Chapter 51

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Continuation of last part where....

NANDINI' POV:

Why am I crying....why...after all these happening why do I still care....
why...(realisation drowned her)

I STILL AM IN LOVE WITH POOH....yes I still love my Pooh....I feel so relieved now....it feels like some burden is off my chest, which was there for last 10 years....I've stayed away from you Pooh... coz I knew I'd melt in your arms....I'd given into you....you'll always find your way back into my heart...look you did find your way back into my heart......I thought I ran out of love with you....
but it was just that the love I have for you just hid somewhere deep inside my heart....but you've made its way back to me....finally my heart is at peace....at peace after 10 long years
....why have you left for that stupid tour of yours...I want to tell you that I love you...heck I will tell you that I love you...only you (thats when Maniks words rang her mind)...

"you're making things tough for me so please stop all this....n don't worry I wont do anything to ruin your relationship with Abhay....coz it is true that my heart belongs to you but 1 truth is also that my heart doesn't wait for you to return to it...not anymore....so Miss Murthy please stop with all these things so that you n I both can live in peace.".....

(Tears fell from her eyes) I wish I could tell you now what I feel for you
....I wish I could tell you that I still am in love with you...that I could never unlove you....but I know that now you'll never believe me....You'll think that I pitied you...coz you're damn stupid...but I'm the 1 who's more stupid...I got into relationship with Abhay just to prove myself that you don't effect me....how silly is that....I have to tell Abhay the truth...I can not keep him in dark.....yes...I'm committed to him....I can't cheat on him just like this....but (Neils words rang her mind)....

"Nandu seriously...commitment...who are you fooling...both of you've become good friends only..."

Was Neil telling me the truth....what if Abhay doesn't have feelings for me....
but if he doesn't have feelings for me then why is he with me....I need to find out if Abhay does or doesn't have feelings for me....but have feelings or not 1 thing is for sure we are committed n we respect each other...n we'd keep it that way....I'll tell Abhay the truth that I love Pooh n after that if he's still okay with that then I'll always be committed to him...but not now...after he gets better I will tell him the truth....coz happy or hurt I will never cheat on any1....cheating is not my thing...Life may be unfair.....
well not entirely but most of the times unfair with me but that won't stop me from staying stick to my promises....
life can throw 1000 of challenges in my way but that can not make me become unfair...I so wish....things were not like this, I so wish we were together now....but now I know I can never be with you....coz even if in future I'm not with Abhay....then also I'll never go back to you coz your heart will always love me...but it wont take me back to you n I wont beg for love....I love you...n..I'll always love you....but we cant be together baby...

END OF POV

Nandini was crying incoherently...she tried wiping her tears off...but they kept falling....she gave up....

Her doorbell rang she composed herself...kept the box back in the cupboard n went to attend the door to find Neil, Netra n Samaira there...she was startled to see them....as she wasn't ready to face any1 right now specially Neil....but Neil being her best friend couldnt leave her alone....
he knew if he'd came alone Nandini would send him back so he brought Netra n Samaira along so that she couldn't avoid him (Best Friends are so damn annoying....they exactly know how to make you blurt everything out...why on earth do we get bestfriends ufff...😠😠😠)...she was still in trance standing at the door gawking at them...since she wasn't letting them in they helped themselves...by moving past her...getting in n closing the door behind 😝😝😝...