I'm always worried about everything. The smallest things can send me into a state of panic. When I think of that day everything in me stops I don't want to remember anymore! I try frantically to push the thoughts away! So I start to shut down so I don't have to feel anything anymore. Somehow though I still look perfectly fine on the outside. If you didn't talk to me you would have no idea I've shut completely down. I can't say a word because the memory of that day kills me from the inside out! No one knows about that day because I can't say a word about it without shutting down.
By Matt Boes
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Depression
PoetryThis is just going to be Things I write when I am sad or depressed.....can be all kinds of things but sometimes it can be triggering to someone recovering from depression or self harm. DO NOT read if you are sensitive when it comes to reading things...
