i cant stop, they want me to stop but i cant put down my blade. i primes that it wont happen again but i cant stop myself. the tears are running down my face and the blood makes a mess on the floor. my eyes can't stay open much longer. the pain is great but i know it's not right. i stop myself but they will be there forever. i make the same chose every time that is why i'm still here. the pain never goes away. i hope someday i will be skinny but it's just a dream it will never happen no matter how long i go and how hard i try. nothing will ever change i will have to get use to the pain i feel all the time. i don't want this life why do they make me stay here. i just want this to stop right know. will i make it to my 16 birthday or will i not be able to take the pain any longer.
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Depression
PoetryThis is just going to be Things I write when I am sad or depressed.....can be all kinds of things but sometimes it can be triggering to someone recovering from depression or self harm. DO NOT read if you are sensitive when it comes to reading things...
