This number controls my life. Every time i eat the first thing to mind is that number. Is it going to get higher or lower. This number decides if my day is good or bad. Every time i step on the scale that number will show. If its higher then yesterday i will fall apart. This number needs to be much lower. So i skip meals. Maybe the number will show my hard work but sometimes it doesn't show at all. No matter how hard you work it doesn't matter tell you hit zero.
Matt Boes
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Depression
PoetryThis is just going to be Things I write when I am sad or depressed.....can be all kinds of things but sometimes it can be triggering to someone recovering from depression or self harm. DO NOT read if you are sensitive when it comes to reading things...
