Conor Maynard imagines 2

I need to kiss you

Heart broken.

That's one way to describe how Conor Maynard feels right now.so badly broken he hasn't left his room in a week since the incident happened

Since the love of his life left him, sat broken hearted.

"Conor man open the door" jack, Conor's brother spoke up banging on the door, but no sounds where heard other than Conor's muffled sobs "Conor open the door, or I'm coming in" jack spoke up again, once more not getting a reply so he pushed the door open, breaking the lock in the mean time

"Go away" conor breathed turning over to face the wall on the bed, pulling the cover over him as he did

"Seriously Conor, this is so unhealthy for you. please just get up and we'll go out" jack said "god it stinks in here" he said pulling up the blinds

"Fuck off" Conor sobbed cuddling into the pillow, precisely the last place y/n was.

"I'll be back in ten minutes, if you aren't up then. I will drag you out of that bed" the blonde spoke before leaving the room, a loud sigh falling from his lips

"I don't want to" conor mumbled, letting his tears drop onto the pillow "she just left" he whimpered

As said, jack come storming into the room exactly ten minutes later. "Dude, come on" he pleased pulling the covers of the pop star

"Leave me alone" conor said trying to grab the covers again

"No, it's been a week already, please just get up and we can do something. You lying like this isn't what y/n would have wanted. You need to get on with your life, like she has"

"Get on with her life? Jack she's dead. My fucking girlfriend is dead. And why? Because of me, I crashed that car and i killed her" conor yelled. Tears after tears after tears

"How is it your fault? You didn't plan it and you didn't fucking kill her. Conor listen to me, I know you miss, we all do. But you need to move on slowly and by doing that; you need to shower, get out this stinky room and please come out with the boys for lunch at  least and if you want to leave you can but please don't sit around like this sobbing over something that will never change" jack spoke sternly making sure his brother knew every word clearly and would do what he says .

"Fine, But I'm not staying for long" he chocked out getting of the bed

"Great! Now please go shower" jack said pushing him the bathroom

And so conor did that, him and Mates walking inside they're favourite restaurant Nandos. The one place that brought back the most memories of her. The first time they met was in there, the first date was in there and the first kiss was in there.

So many firsts for the pair in there.

Conor slumped down his chair, letting the boys order for him "conor" joe said

"What" he mumbled

"Just try enjoy yourself, I know it's hard but it's what's best" joe spoke softly gently patting Conor's shoulder.

"I'm gonna go to the toilet" he said standing up and walking through the restaurant, up the stairs and into the bathroom.

He didn't actually need to go, he just wanted to get away from the boys before he broke down. He dropped his head into his hands as he leant against
The sinks "why did this happen" he mumbled "I miss you so much" he cried into his hands "why did you leave me" his voice broke

He lifted his head from his hands and looked at himself in the shower, he didn't look good and even he would admit that.

Yes His hair was neatly made but he still had blood shot eyes, backs under his eyes and all upon most, a frown on his lips.

He shook his head before walking out the bathroom and down stairs looking down at his feet as he took quick steps towards the boys.

"Oh shit, I'm sorry" he said quickly catching a waitress he had accidentally nudged almost sending her to the ground

"It's okay" she giggled slightly as Conor moved his arms from around her

He wouldn't lie, she was beautiful and had the same coloured eyes as y/n. But still y/n remains to hold his heart tighter than ever.

He looked down at her outfit ever so quick and looked at the name tag, written on it, in black bold letters was the name y/n.

His heart dropped and thumped faster than ever "your names y/n" he asked trying not to let his voice crack

"That's me, why do you ask" you ask, looking up at him.

He looked right into your eyes, instantly reminding him of the love of his life

He didn't look away and neither did you, he didn't know whether to tell you how much that name means to him or to just compliment it and walk away.

But no. Instead he done something crazy.

"I'm sorry, this is going to sound very crazy and stupid but I can please hug you" he asked

"Well, I suppose" youbchuckled letting Conor wrap his arms around you and you done the same. A little confused at what was going on, but as most you did find this man very good looking and wouldn't complain.

Although it wasn't the same embrace he's been craving for the last week, it still made his heart swell and leap, like he had finally found the arms he needed to hold him up

"Are you okay?" You asked pulling away slowly from the very long hug he had given you

"Yeah it's just.....I can't believe I'm going to ask this but I can kiss you" he asked quickly,

"What? I don't know you" you replied sweetly

"I know, but it would just mean a lot if I could" he whispered

"I don't know who you are, or why you want to kiss me or what even is going on. But I'm not going to deny it" you smiled, a small smile falling upon Conor's lips as he cupped your cheek with his hand and pulled you closer to him.

Leaning Down to kiss the girl. You kissed the same as y/n no word of a lie. And he didn't want to pull away.

But then it hit him that he was kissing a complete stranger because you has the same name as his dead girlfriend.

It's crazy and he knows that but honestly that hug and that kiss was what he needed.