Should've said no

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Y/n ran her hands down her dress, before lifting her guitar into her hands and taking in a deep breathe

"Ladies and gentlemen, for tonight's special performance" she heard the manager of the bar speak "we welcome y/n y/l/n" everyone clapped as y/n smiled and made her way to the stage.

She took a seat on the stool, and fixed the microphone to the right size "how are you all" she asked causing a cheer from the people sitting around "tonight's song, is one I wrote a couple months back. It's about someone who I had in my life that made some wrong choices" she chuckled lightly "hope you enjoy"

She played the first few strums of the guitar getting the attention of people around, before singing

"It's strange to think the songs we used to sing, The smiles, the flowers, everything, is gone. Yesterday I found out about you Even now just looking at you feels wrong" she sang softly, her mind instantly going back to, three months ago

As I scrolled through Instagram, a photo popped up. A photo that I never want to see, a photo that made my heart break.

Instantly tears streamed down my face as i threw my phone across the room, dropping my head into my hands as i screamed and cried in hurt.

"You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance. It was a moment of weakness and you said, "Yes."" She closed her eyes, trying to stop the tears from falling. "You should've said "No", you should've gone home You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go You should've known that word
'Bout what you did with her'd,
Get back to me And I should've been there in the back of your mind"

I couldn't believe what was going on, me. I had been cheated on. By the one man I've only ever loved.

What the fuck.

Two years. Two fucking years he's thrown down the drain.

I let my tears fall. I'm so mad, hurt, confused even. I don't know how to feel.

"You can see that I've been crying
And baby, you know all the right things to say. But do you honestly expect me to believe We could ever be the same?" She sang, getting more into the song, people slowly clapping in time of the cords

I heard the front door open and then close, the sound of Conor's voice echoing the flat as he made his way upstairs, into our room.

"He- what's wrong" he asked coming over to me and placing his hand on my back

"Get of me" I yell pushing his hand away and standing. Up

"You say that the past is the past, you need one chance It was a moment of weakness and you said, "Yes." She did Let a tear fall, one that she couldn't help but let out.

She sang the chorus once again, this time opening her eyes. Looking around at the different people, until she looked at the door and in he walked. His blue eyes, his curly hair, his denim jacket and that gorgeous smile.

Her eyes drew wide as she saw him, but he didn't see her, he was with his friends, his hand entwined with someone else And a massive happy smile on his face as they all took they're seats.

She looked away quickly,not wanting to watch the scene unfold in front of her

"You should've said "No", you should've gone home You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go You should've known that word, Bout what you did with her'd, Get back to me
And I should've been there in the back of your mind I shouldn't be asking myself, "Why?"" She looked back over at the boys and her ex boyfriend, who had seem to take an interest. Y/n's eyes locked on Conor's, he looked shocked, a little worried even. So she looked away, closing her eyes once again "You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...You should've said "No", baby, and you might still have me"

"Baby I'm so sorry" conor said reaching out to me

"No conor, you cheated on me. You fucking cheated. What is wrong with you? If you didn't love me, you should have said something not go breaking my heart like this. You're a dick" I cried throwing the things that belonged to him, at him out of anger and sadness

"I was drunk" he yelled

"Of course you were, I'm so done with you Conor Maynard" I yell pushing him out the flat and slamming the door. I sighed as I rested my back against the closed door, and sliding down till I reached the floor, dropping my head down to my knees as I cried

"I can't resist Before you go, tell me this: Was it worth it? Was she worth it?" She knew Conor was looking at her but she refused to look over as she knew, she would break.

Conor knew the song was about him, and he felt even more heart broken than he already was. He knew he messed up big time, but he also knew y/n was still the love of his life and always will be.

Through the end of the song conor never stopped looking at y/n. He still loves her, he never stopped. "Why are you looking at her like that" the girl under Conor's arm asked

"Like what?" The guilty pop star asked looking down at his girlfriend "I'm only taking interest in her voice she's good" he shrugged

"Well stop looking" She sighed

"Don't worry baby, I only have eyes for you" he lied, slightly as he kissed her head. She smiled before talking to The boys again

But as the song finished and y/n came of stage, he realised he only has eyes for y/n, which broke him even more.

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