Blue Sparks and Bow and Quiver. (A Series of Malec Oneshots)

we're more than friends but less than a couple.

OKAY. another smut. this has a crappy ending though because i focused more on the smut. but i hope you'll have fun! :)

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Friendships. Alec was the type of a man who treasured them most. Given the fact that he barely had real friends, he wanted to keep them with him forever. He knew he would be lonely if he didn't have anyone.

He was thankful for Magnus because he was there for him through thick and thin. Sure, they were just friends and met... fucking, if you'd ask Alec, but it was still a beautiful friendship for him.

Remembering how they first met always made Alec blush. He was drunk by that moment, well they both were and did something together but somehow, their friendship had built itself up in the best way possible.

Though, the constant sexual things were still there. Maybe, they were considered as the 'friends with benefits' type of thing. They had went to some dates that wasn't suppose to mean anything but for Alec, they meant the world. Which was odd because they both agreed with this idea.

You just really can't stop your feelings from developing towards someone, really. Besides, they had known each other for a good three years and Alec knew that it was enough for him to fall in love. He was longing for someone to love him and take care of him. And he thought he had found him.

Except, Alec was almost certain that Magnus didn't feel the same way.

It was the reason why he didn't want to admit anything at all. He was too scared and hesitant of rejection. He had already been feeling this way a few months ago but decided to ignore those feelings, telling himself that it wasn't love at all. But, he recognized it all. He even asked Izzy for some advice about this. Which helped him that it was indeed love.

But still too scared to say it and admit it in front of Magnus.

He sat down the couch with a defeated sigh. Alec was at Magnus' place currently. He was facing Magnus' back who seemed to cook something for them. He was that friend.

"Magnus."

Alec smiled at him the moment Magnus had turned around to face him. He wanted to stop this... friends with benefits they had so that it would hurt less and Alec would move on from him.

"Yes, baby?"

He had put the utensils down and wiped his hands on the towel that was hanging in there before walking towards Alec, giving him a peck on his lips.

Alec had lost his tongue though. As much as he wanted to end it, he couldn't do it. The thought of losing Magnus always frightened him, so he just let himself quiet while staring at his pretty face.

Magnus wasn't oblivious though. He knew that something was wrong, and he somehow wanted to help Alexander.

"Alec... what is it?"

He licked his lips when Magnus had asked him. He knew what he wanted. For now, he wanted to feel Magnus against him, wanted to feel his everything and wanted to show him how much he loved him, but through his actions.

So, he pressed a demanding kiss on his lips and pushed him down the couch, settling himself on top of him. He let himself get lost in his taste that was so, so Magnus. He forgot everything, really; he was only aware of Magnus and Magnus. Only Magnus.

Pulling back for a moment, he tugged his shirt off and Magnus was smiling at how giddy the male was. He was feeling too excited about it though. He was about to unbutton his own shirt because he knew that Alec wanted it fast, but he was stopped by Alec's hands.

"Let me..."

Magnus was actually shocked and felt like Alec wanted to go slow. So he just let him and watched his every movements without saying anything.