I want you to know that your words always hurt more than your hands. I want you to know that I don't know how to trust, and it's your fault. I want you to know that every time I look in the mirror, and all I see is a mess, and it's your fault. I want you to know that nobody knows how I feel, and it's your fault. I want you to know that I'm messed up and I've accepted that, and it's your fault. I want you to know that I'm not close to anyone and it's your fault. I want you to know that the only jokes I crack are self-deprecative because I'm a joke, and it's your fault. I want you to know that at school people call me a devil, because my face is always blank, and it's your fault. I want you to know that I have no self confidence and it's your fault. I want you to know that I hate you, and it's your fault. I want you to know that I'm terrified of you, and it's your fault. I want you to know that whenever someone else's one of you is mentioned, I get jealous, and it's your fault. I want you to know that I don't have faith in myself, and it's your fault. I want you to know that you failed as a father, and I feel like it's my fault, but it's yours.
Thanks 'dad', you did a great job.
