i dont know how or why any of my friends put up with me. my humour isn't funny. i looked better before i cut my hair. i cant hold a conversation. i just annoy everyone with my presence and drag them down, any time something happens between a friend and i, they end up happier without me. i'm overdramatic. so i'm sorry. you dont have to keep putting up with me for whatever reason that you do, i'll just drag you down like i've done with too many people to count.
i've watched my friends intentionally ditch me. i've had friends intentionally pretend they didn't hear what i've said. i dont blame you at all. i'm annoying and intolerable. but i wish someone would just straight up tell me instead of me having this inner war with myself.
i have no redeeming qualities, not pretty, not funny, not kind, not happy or optimistic.
sorry.
