Awake. {BTS}

Chapter Fourteen

"I'm your father."

"I'm your father.

"I'm your father."

So many times. So many step fathers they have all said that one sentence to her. She didn't know what to believe. He followed her? How did he even know she was there? Suki sighed and stood up. She turned on her lamp and began brushing through her hair. Not for any particular reason but it was kind of a nervous habit. She sighed and her lip began quivering which only hurt her more. She was so weak. Why was she so weak? She couldn't even help her best friend. She can't do anything. She's powerless entirely. How did she even get caught up in this mess?

First it was her bullies. Then her depression and even before all that it was the billions of step fathers and crap ass mother. Then therapy sessions. Then she needed Min-Jee. She never shut up about herself to Min-Jee did she? She never even asked the poor girl if she was okay and look what was going on. "God i'm such a bad friend.." Suki mumbled tears brimming in her eyes. She stood up and went into her little bathroom. She closed the door and locked it sliding down the door sadly. She brought her knees to her chest and placed her bruised forehead against them.

She stuck her fist in her mouth to hold back any sobs that may come. She sighed heavily. She closed her eyes and felt herself drifting to sleep...
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When she woke up she was still there curled up on the tiled floor. She stood up and stretched her body. She opened the door and put a cardigan on pulling it closed over her stomach. It was cold. She opened her bedroom door and went out into the kitchen. She seemed to be the only one awake. She shrugged and went into the kitchen. She opened the presses but there was nothing there. She sighed and figured she might as well go get some food. She went back into her bedroom and dressed into a pair of blue jeans and a shirt that was way to big for her but looked cute when she tucked it into her jeans and of course her converse. She then brushed her hair and grabbed some money then made her way for the door.

She closed it as quietly as possible behind her and looked around. She couldn't read any of the signs but assumed the shop with the groceries displayed outside had to be some form of a convenience store. She went in and looked around. She grabbed some bread, milk, cereal, cookies, fizzy drinks, a little junk food and some sandwich stuff also some spicy foods and chocolate for Min-Jee. Just some basic stuff. She went up to the till hoping the cashier wouldn't try speak to her which luckily she didn't. Suki handed her the money, bowed a little and left carrying the two shopping bags. As she was walking back it started snowing a little. She looked up at it a bubbly feeling inside. She saw some little kids running out into it and she smiled sweetly as they squealed.

She opened the door quietly and kicked it closed gently behind her but to her surprise everyone was already sat in the living room and she walked in on Taehyung moaning about there being no food. She placed it on the counter and he turned around. A giant grin appeared on his face. "I love you." He looked at her wide eyed as he pulled out his what she was guessing favorite candy considering he held it to his chest. She chuckled. "Hey.." Jungkook whined and pouted as he walked over shooting Tae a small glare. "What?" Tae spat some food out as he spoke with his mouth full. Jungkook rolled his eyes looking in the bag. The others walked over too. Min-Jee pulled out the chocolate and smiled. "Thank you Suki~" She giggled and Suki nodded in return flashing her friend a smile.

They all sat down and ate some of the food putting the rest away for later. They talked about simple stuff and decided they would all go out. The others got dressed and they all left the house together. To Suki's liking it seemed Min-Jee and Yoongi were quite close and she tensed a little when Jungkook slung his arm around her shoulder but hearing his laugh she relaxed. The others talked loudly and Jin's shriek made them all turn. Taehyung was on the snowy ground laughing as the remainder of the snowball Taehyung had thrown slid off his face. Jungkook erupted into laughter. Suki bent down and picked up a handful of snow handing it to Jungkook with a smirk. His eyes sparkled and he squealed in excitement before throwing it straight at Jimin.

Jimin gasped and threw one back. Jungkook and Suki both dodged it but while the two giggled in victory Suki gasped as the freezing cold snow was mashed against her cheeks and slid onto her shoulders. Jungkook's jaw was agape. Min-Jee began chuckling in victory. Suki scooped up a load of snow and threw it right at her friend. Soon everyone was throwing snowballs at each other and in a fit of giggles Suki felt herself being lifted up off the ground by her waist and she looked over her shoulder to see Jungkook smiling brightly at her. Their eyes locked and she stopped laughing but continued to smile. He put her down but kept his hands on her waist and before she knew it their lips connected. She pulled back and covered her face shyly secretly loving it. He took her hands away and kissed her nose playfully.

"I love you.." He smiled and she swears her heart skipped a beat. She never believed in love...That was until now. "I love you too.." She mumbled and Jungkook's beautiful bunny teeth made a appearance and he spun her around happily. "GET A ROOM!" Taehyung screamed and threw another snowball everyone giggled.