Unacceptance

Its in the punch!

Tamera's POV

Well today is the dance and even though I don't want to go. I guess I will. Chris left yesterday and honestly the hardest thing was helping him leave. I don't even know what to wear.. I have something to wear but that was to match Chris.

After fighting with my self I finally wore my other fit. I had on black ripped jeans with a white baggy shirt. I slid on my Black and White Adidas and tied my hair in a messy bun. I looked okay.

"are you ready to take this L" i said to myself and walked out the house.

-

Music was blasting and lights were everywhere. This is a pretty good way to start the year..

"Hi"

"Hey"

Everyone walked passed each other with smiles. I felt happy and actually started rocking back and forth to the music. This is fun.

"Well well well.. look who's here"

"Johnny you get enjoyment from messing with me all the time don't you"

"yeah cause you're a loser. nice fit. it's actually cute."

"i actually tried"

He chuckled and there was a long pause cause he was drinking his punch.

"Where's your boyfriend?" he said wiping his lip.

"He's not coming. He got into an accident"

"So you're alone?" he laughed

"Yeah and there's nothing wrong with that."

I seen some random girl pass by and I said hey. I walked away with her and honestly it helped. I don't want John to keep reminding me of Chris. He's not even here and he should be.

-

Tory Lanez - Say It started playing and everyone- well mostly the upperclassmen that was there started grinding on eachother and yelling the lyrics.

I sat down and my mind immediately turns to Chris walking through the door.

"Chris!" i yelled.

When he turned around it wasn't him at all. It was someone who didn't even look close to him.. I think i'm losing my mind.

-

Chris POV

I wasn't leaving today. I wasn't leaving yesterday. I'm actually here home in the shower. As bad as Tammy treated me I can't leave her to look stupid.

I walked in my room towel around my waist. I got. my hair cut yesterday. That high top is gone and i just have a regular hair cut. my hair was naturally curly so it didn't look so bad.

I cleaned my face from dirt and it actually brought my freckles out a lot more. I took off my glasses.. actually let me leave these on. I put on a Baggy white shirt since I couldn't fit into the shirt Tammy made. Only cause I messed it up bad by putting it in the washer.

I tucked the white shirt in only in the front part. I threw on some black ripped jeans with zippers on the knee parts. I put on my black and white adidas and threw one of my dads gold chains on. I looked alright. Smelled good.

I popped the tags off my clothes. I just bought these actually cause I seen Tammy look at this on the internet when she was shopping.

"Baby?"

My head shot up to see my drunk mother standing there. A lump formed in my throat and it got it as hell in my room.

"You wouldn't be home I thought?"

"Where you going?"

"a dance. at school."

"You have friends?"

"Nah, Tonight.. just a girlfriend."

"Who is she?"

Why is she pounding me with so many questions?

"Her name is Tamera"

"That spanish looking girl that was here? She knows about me?"

"She knows you're my mom."

"Don't tell her Christian.. Don't make me look like a bad person to hurt my own child!"

I stared at the ground trying to ignore the fact that she just said my Dads name.

"alright ma. I understand. " I said looking down at my leg. Hopefully it doesn't bleed.

I got it all stitched up and wrapped tight.

-

I walked to school and honestly it looked like a nice college party. I don't do this type of stuff so I don't know what to do.

Walking in, I seen everyone having a good time. I don't care about none of that where's Tamera?

"Hey you go here?"

"Yeah I'm Chri...ss...to.. i'm chris."

"You look cute Chris wanna dance?"

"I'm looking for someone-"

she yanked me to the dance floor and started dancing all over me. My cheeks grew red when she looked down and opened her mouth.

"Are you okay?"

"I'm fine i'll just be a minute.." I rushed away from her.

That was scary as hell. I didn't know what was going to happen and I didn't want to know.

Walking to the punch bowl, I grabbed a cup and dipped it in. I stood it away from my shirt so it won't get dirty.

"mm" this taste like alcohol and i'm sure you use that on cuts... ew. I mean it wasn't that bad.

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AWWE WE GONE TAKE IT DOWN A NOTCH WITH A LITTLE SLOW JAMS. ALL THE YOUGINS MAKE ROOM.

I seen the dance floor clear off with some people and fill with others. Then I seen someone with the exact same thing I had on.

Bazzi - Sober played through the speaker and everyone partnered up. Slowly wrapping their arms around eachother my heart sank. I never had this before. I wonder what it felt like.

Distracted by everyone a girl came up to me.

"Hey.. why are you just standing here?"

"I'm looking-"

"to dance?"

She was really cute so I grabbed her hand and walked to the floor. I placed my hand on her waist like I seen everyone doing and she came closer. I was rocking weird but she..

"like this" as she swayed her hips. A smile came on my face and I got closer.

Morning comes will you still want me to staaay? to stay?... TOOOO STAAAAYYYYY!!!!

The music got me in the moment and I leaned forward and I kissed her. The whole time Bazzi was yelling.. lol.

She blushed and I can tell she liked me. She's actually cute too..

"My name is Chris."

"I'm Tamera."

..huh?

"I'm sorry what?"

"My name is Jolina"

"Ohh nice to meet you.."

"why are you here by yourself?"

"I'm not I was looking for my friend. I don't think she came though."

Once the song ended she slipped me her number and kissed my cheek walking away. I went back to the table I was standing by.