"They say when you love someone, you'll do anything in the world for them. Even break the rules of love, in some cases..."
|ψ|Book 1: Purity || j.jungkook
|ψ|Smutty 18+ content
|ψ|Angst
|♕|Cover created by @lantic ♡
|ψ|Sorry Folks, new username.
I opened my eyes to the pleasant rhythm of Jeongguk's unconscious breathing. I turned my head, coming face to face with sleepy Jungkook. I giggled softly. His cheek was smashed against the pillow, his soft lips slightly parted.
I leaned in and kissed his nose before rolling out of bed. A sharp pain ran through my lower stomach as I attempted to get up from the bed. The hell is wrong with me? I winced, placing my lower hand over my stomach as I reattempted to stand up.
Jeez, Jeongguk must've been too rough the other night. Because my insides were aching like a bitch. A flash of nausea is what forced me out of bed, silently running down the hallway. I knelt down in front of the toilet, releasing digested food into the bowl. The painful contraction of my stomach made tears stream down my cheeks. I cringed at the taste, almost throwing up again.
"Are you okay?" Jungkook's voice quiet and frightened.
I flushed the toilet, rubbing my tears with the back of my forearm.
"I think so," I mumbled in a broken voice.
He walked away towards the kitchen and came back with two pills and a glass of ice water. He knelt down in front of me, two blue pills rested in his palm.
"This should make your stomach feel better," His held a single pill between his fingers.
I parted my lips, allowing access to my mouth. His fingers placed the pills on my tongue before pushing the glass of water to my lips.
As the cold water refreshed my insides, I couldn't help but wonder what got me sick. I didn't eat anything strange, I didn't feel hot, what was wrong? Paranoia struck as I thought of STDs, it was my womanhood that hurt the most. What if he got an STD from Hajin and gave it to me?!
I think I need to throw up again.
"I'll go make you some tea," He offered, rising to his feet. "Are you hungry? Do you need anything else?"
I shook my head, "Just let me see your phone."
He placed the rose gold iPhone 7 in my hand before walking off to the kitchen. I unlocked the device before dialing Liz's number.
"Hmm," Liz answered with a groggy voice.
"Did I wake you?" I bit my lip.
"Mhm," She sighed. "What's up?"
"I just through up and my lower stomach is aching," I explained, my voice quivering.
"Does your body ache?" She asked.
"Mhm."
"Cramps?"
"Severely," I mumbled.
"Are you light headed?" She asked slowly.
"Go ahead and diagnose me with something, doc," I remarked.
"Bitch, you sound pregnant!" Liz shouted into the line.
My heart dropped to hell in that moment. A soft, "Who's pregnant?" was heard from Tae's voice on the other end of the line.
"Did you guys actually fuck a few nights ago?" She heaved a restless sigh.
"Y-Yes," I mumbled, reluctantly.
"Oh my fucking God!" She laughed hysterically, making my cheeks burn in humiliation. "(Y/N), he didn't use a condom?"
"Now that you mention it..."
Thinking back, I don't remember him taking off or putting on a condom. My stomach began to feel nauseated again at the thought. If I was pregnant, I'd have to stop dancing. I wouldn't be able to fulfill my dreams, and become something big. Isn't that why I ended up here? Not to get tangled all up in these boys, and drama, and parties and sex...
"(Y/N), you better get tested," Liz urged. "Jesus christ, child. I've road Tae more times than I can count on two hands and I've never been knocked up. You need to be more careful."
I looked up at a confused Jungkook, standing in the bathroom doorway with a steaming tea cup in hand. I forced a small smile before wrapping up my conversation.
"Whatever. I'll call you later," I sighed heavily before ending the call.
I handed Jungkook back his phone before taking the tea cup to my lips. I sipped the warm, Ginseng tea, feeling my stomach come to terms with ease. Releasing a sigh of relief, I met the paranoia in his eyes.
"Everything okay, Jagiya?" He tilted his head he slipped his cell phone into the pocket of his joggers.
Why doesn't something always come up when things are actually going good?
"I need to talk to you," I quickly said, fear peaking my eyes.
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