"They say when you love someone, you'll do anything in the world for them. Even break the rules of love, in some cases..."
|ψ|Book 1: Purity || j.jungkook
|ψ|Smutty 18+ content
|ψ|Angst
|♕|Cover created by @lantic ♡
|ψ|Sorry Folks, new username.
Min Yoongi's POV KU outdoor campus Wednesday evening 7pm
【Word Count:800】
I sat on my old smoking bench in front of The Konkuk Fountain. The very last place I held (Y/N). I'll never actually say this out loud, but I do deeply miss (Y/N). It really... pains me to think of her. At night when I lay down, the pain is so agonizing that I drown in tears all night.
I've cried so much about (Y/N). I feel weak and empty... I have no energy because I cried all night and I'm going off of three fucking hours of sleep. Before I met (Y/N), I may have had a tear here and there in my life, but... recently...
I've cried so hard after encounters with her. I'd lay in my bed, facing the cracked window at night. Then thoughts of her would just make me break down. I love her. But why?
Fuck this.
Why am I thinking about it?
(Y/N) is a pregnant with my bestfriend's baby.
She's my bestfriend.
That's it.
I hated lying to myself, but it was the only way to keep me sane. I stopped smoking because it hurts (Y/N). Smoking also kept me sane...
So now my emotions just pour out.
"Aii... Min Yoongi-ah?" A soft voice mumbled.
I slowly turned my head away from the fountain, looking at the petite girl standing beside me. She was attractive, youthful, comfortably dressed, with her hair up. And a little bit of make up, but not too much.
"Who are you?" I tilted my head, standing up.
What the fuck...
She blushed, looking down.
"I–I'm Yuki."
"Ahh," I cooed. "A friend of mine told me that Yuki is Japanese for 'Gentle Princess'."
Thaaaanks Jane.
She giggling, sitting on the edge of the bench.
"You're sweet," She bit her lip, looking down.
That's sexy as fuck, and my trousers react to it. I feel heat rush to my cheeks as I realize my next thought. I haven't been aroused by a girl since the night I slept with (Y/N).
"Um, do you have a minute?" She tilted her head at me, strands of loose hair from her bun crowned her plump face.
"I've got all night," I replied, sitting inches away from her.
"This is gonna sound crazy, but hear me out...," She twiddled her fragile thumbs. "I've had this... huge crush on you since the beginning of the first semester. And I've never had the courage t-t-to talk to you."
Her face was redder than a tomato. I giggled, trailing my fingers along her thigh gently.
"I'm easy to talk to," I said softly. "But why don't we get out of the cold?"
"O-Okay," She reached to hold my hand.
How cute.
I held her hand, caressing her skin with my thumb. We walked down the sidewalk, and towards the dormitory. When we were in the elevator, I turned to her.
"I'm surprised you agreed to come with me," I tilted my head, stepping closer. She didn't step away, just looked at me with intoxicated eyes. "Didn't Eomma ever tell you not to follow strangers?"
"You're not exactly a stranger to me, Min–Oppa," She winked at me.
Just then, two girls got on the elevator. Jane and Liz. Fuck.
"Mmm," Jane looking me up and down as she entered.
"Look whose back on their playboy shit," Liz chortled.
"Playboy?" Yuki echoed.
"Yes!" Jane chanted.
"No. I-I'm not," I chuckled nervously.
Why do they always do this? They think it's funny to annoy the fuck out of me.
"Yesssss, you aarrreee," Liz sighed. "Why you gotta lie?"
"Whatever," I rolled my eyes, wrapping my arm around Yuki. She giggled, wrapping her petite arm around my waist.
When we got to my dorm, it was empty. I suddenly remembered that Namjoon and (Y/N) were working on songs in a café. And Seokjin was third wheeling Taehyung and Eliza's movie date.
I led her to the bedroom by her thin hand. I looked over as she stepped on a piece of paper. In big characters on the margin:
Where Did You Come From?
My heart jumped.
Namjoon asked me to write a song for the album. And I haven't had any inspiration lately. So I wrote a song about (Y/N)... I'm probably not gonna let him put it in this album.
She kneeled down, reading the paper.
"Oh, is this one of your new songs? I listen to the first album," She giggled.
"Y-Yeah," I cleared my throat.
"So," She stood up, walking towards me. "Why'd you bring a girl like me to your dorm, alone?"
"Wanna find out, babe?" I gave a quirky smirk, biting my lip.
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"I-I think I do," She licked her red lips.
I think another toy is just what I need.
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