"They say when you love someone, you'll do anything in the world for them. Even break the rules of love, in some cases..."
|ψ|Book 1: Purity || j.jungkook
|ψ|Smutty 18+ content
|ψ|Angst
|♕|Cover created by @lantic ♡
|ψ|Sorry Folks, new username.
Today was my first day in Song Writing and it actually wasn't that bad. Namjoon explained the basics of the class, and offered to help me on whatever I stumbled on. And even better, I don't have to wear my uniform, since it doesn't fit properly. I've been wearing Jungkook's shirts which are quite baggy on me and make me look less... pregnant.
As I was on my way to the dorm, I couldn't help but think about my last encounter with Min Yoongi.
【Flashback】
"You promised me you'd quick smoking, yeah?" I stepped closer, suspiciously tilting my head. "What happened?"
"Do you really wanna know what happened?" His voice was harsh.
Oh shit, do I?
I hesitated, "Yes."
"You keep going back to the one that hurt you. And it's hurting me," He blurted. "Watching you get hurt. Having to see you cry, it's all too much."
I silently bit my lip, the overwhelming surge of guilt made me feel like shit. His deep voice was raspy and shaky, as if choking on tears. It was painful to listen to.
"I may have been a jackass in high school," He admitted. "but do I really deserve this shit?"
"Wh-wh-what do you want me to do about it?"
He stared at me in frightening silence, "Nothing. Because you love him. Love makes us do the stupidest shit, right?" He reached into his pocket.
"Love made me do this," He held the box of cigarettes. "And love made you do that," He pointed at my tummy...
【End of Flashback】
I don't wanna loose Min Yoongi...
But I hate the way he talks to me when he's like this. So cold, brutally honest. I do love Yoongi, but I'm in love with Jeon Jeongguk. No matter what, I'm always drawn back to him. And I feel that'll never change.
Just... this baby...
It'll be a bumpy ride. But I know we can get through it, and hopefully forget about it. That sounds terrible, I know, but it's rare that young couples survive a baby. I will never forget the child that I sent away to never know their birth parents; a reincarnation of me. But I have to make it seem that way...
"Hey baaaaaaaaaabiee~" Jungkookie cooed in English as he greeted me at the front door.
I giggled, he sounded so cute when he spoke english. I smiled, replying back in more fluent-sounding english. "Hi Jungkookie."
One of Jungkook's courses was English, while Liz, Jane, and I attend Korean Language class. And ever since the first half of the semester, Jungkook has been obsessing over english.
Like allot.
I entered the dorm, taking off my big sweater and dropping it on the couch. Jungkook closed the front door before walking over to me. He placed his heavy arms around me, pulling me against his small torso.
I giggled, returning his embrace.
"Are you hungry?" He looked down at me, pushing hair behind my ear.
"Mmh, no. I'm really tired, actaully," I yawned against his chest. "I'm gonna head to bed."
"But then you'll wake up later and get no sleep before class, Jagiya," He rubbed my shoulder.
"Trust me, I think I need the extra hours," I smiled, looking into his dark chocolate orbs.
"Whatever you say," He chuckled, leaning down and placing a soft peck on my lips.
I walked into the bedroom, and undressed myself. I plugged my headphones into my ears and crawled into bed. Turning off the lamp, I sighed deeply as I stared up at the dark ceiling.
I love him so much...
Three hours later 10:30pm
I winced as I felt an elbow stab my shoulder. I lifted my head, reaching for my phone.
10:31pm
I shined the light from my phone onto the figure that was settling into bed next to me. A giggling Jungkook was revealed, squirming around in the blankets.
"The hell are you doing?" I giggled lazily.
"I'm sleeping next to the baby tonight," He smiled up at me, placing a soft kiss on my stomach.
"Ah," I smiled. "Goodnight, I love you."
"I love you, Goodnight."
About an hour later, I woke up to the soft voice of an angelic voice. Singing a soft toon.
Wait... Jungkook?...
"There's nothing like us...,"
... "There's nothing like you, and me."
He finished, "Together, Oh."
He stopped, laying the side of his head on my stomach. His breathing soon became steady, so I assumed he was asleep.
At that moment, I knew that it would be harder than I thought to forget about this baby. He's already growing attached to it...
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