life, love and hunger games

broken

tay's POV

we froze, speechless, my blood ran cold and I turned pale, there was no words to explain how I was feeling, no such horrific words to explain it, it was dreadful, so unacceptable to myself, so stomach wrenching, I threw up on the spot, everyone looked at me, some of the peacekeepers laughed and one walked up to me,

"what's the matter girl? haven't you seen a dead body before?" he grabbed my shoulder and pushed me towards the bodies, I could still smell my dad's aftershave,

"there girl, take a good long look, that'll be you if you step out of line,"I stared at the bodies, "let this be a lesson to all you people!" I looked again and saw alec, he was at the bottom of the pile, slowly being crushed, I collapsed to my knees and looked closer, I also saw prim's mom, her eyes were open and I could still see the fear in them, I reached out and closed them, then I felt mine slip closed, I let out all air in my lungs, then opened my eyes again, suddenly my sadness and fear turned into anger and enragement, the peacekeeper who pushed me was still behind me, laughing again, my back tensed, my fists clenched, I ground my teeth

"aaaaaaAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!" my shout turned to a scream as I turned around knocked the peacekeeper to the floor and started punching him repeatedly in the face,

"I HATE YOU! YOU KILLED MY DAD, MY BROTHER AND MY BEST FRIENDS MOM, IN FACT HERE THIS I FOR DAD!" I pushed his head to the floor grinding his neck "THIS IS FOR ALEC!" I punched his ear and blood began to spill out "AND THIS IS FOR PRIM!" I rammed his head into the ground, harder than before, then my shoulders were grabbed and I was pulled back and locked hands behind me, the extremely bloody peacekeeper stood up and shakily pulled out his gun, I quickly managed to pull one of my hands free, I kissed three fingers then held them up whistling the mocking jay tune, he hesitated as he lined up the shot, but then he put the gun down,

"kid you got guts," he walked towards me and grabbed my face "but guts can quite often kill you," he grabbed my neck "now I'm gonna let you go, why? well tomorrow's the reaping and if you're not picked we'll do this again tomorow except you'll be hearing alot more than just 4 gunshots, but is you are picked then I will be sure to enjoy watching you die," he pushed me back and I gasped for air, "clear the square! I want you all in your homes in 1 hour, anyone still out, will be shot on sight! NOW!" everyone rushed off, I ran back to prim and hugged her tightly,

"mom," she walked over to the pile,

"c'mon, we'd better go," we dragged ourselves off, as we came to my house and prim kept walking I tapped her, "might be best if tou stayed with us for a while," she looked down then nodded, when I closed the door I locked several key locks and two bolt locks, we couldn't take any chances, I saw the empty seat at the table the spot alec would have sat, no one dpoke for at least an hour, I mean let's face it both my and especially prim's family was totally and utterly broken.