Shadowed ~discontinued~

Dreams.

The ground was pitch black, everything was. I couldn't see a thing.
A being of light walked to me and stood right there. In front of me.
My body moved closer towards it though my mind was screaming to run away, but I kept moving closer. I thought I would stop when I was touching it.
but I didn't.
I walked into it. It was so bright my eyes hurt, my body felt limp and dead, but I felt... Happy?
I got used to the light and looked at my hand, it wasn't black, it was causation. My mom walked towards me as i realized I was standing in my old home.
My dad ran and hugged me, saying something bittersweet. I started crying, I was crying of relief, happiness, and contentment.
But something wasn't right.
He wasn't speaking words.
He wasn't speaking at all.
The words came out but weren't understandable, I couldn't repeat what he said.
My dad stopped hugging me and melted into a tall black creature, eyes sad, but determined to kill.
The home was no longer normal, it was dead, a reminder of the past that you can't go back on even if you wish so with your entire heart and soul.
As if its only purpose is to remind you,
"You weren't there."
"You should have helped."
"They wouldn't have died if it wasn't for you."
The creatures I thought were my parents turned into one more creature of that sort.
But the creature wasn't solid, and there was something in its chest that I couldn't quite see that was moving as if in quicksand.
I was awoken by a large bang, someone was shooting a gun.
It scared me out of my wits, when I saw that the bullet was in my little rabbit leg.
The person with the gun ran inside the house and ran up to the father's room, I tried to stop them but my leg was completely blown off, it hurt like hell, I couldn't walk and I wasn't going to be able to stop them like that.

"JUNE! JUNE-"
I heard someone yelling my voice,
Anne.
She stopped and was taken by the man with the gun.
I couldn't follow.
He ran out and she was gone.

"Its all your fault."