October 7th, 3:50pm,
So my mom found my artbook this morning and called all my drawings demonic, then threw them in the trash. I tried to explain to her that they were just fake and I was doing them for fun, but apparently "normal kids don't doodle torture devices all day for fun". I guess I'm not a normal kid or whatever.
At school today, Alyssa asked Zach out and he said yes, so now I feel like a third wheel because Frannie is never around anymore. She's always in the library studying for something. Sometimes I feel like she uses that as an excuse just so she can hide away and read books all day like the bookworm she is.
There's this girl in my grade named Sabrina. She's the captain of the cheer squad and she's the most bitchiest person on Earth. I hate her. She always makes fun of me and my friends for no reason. Like today, she took my lunch tray from me and dropped it on the floor, then laughed and walked away. What an ass move, am I right?
Anyways, I got a new artbook because I told my art teacher what happened and she gave me one of hers to keep. Thanks to my dumb mom, I gotta redraw all of my torture devices. I don't even remember half of them. Oh well, I guess that just gives my brain a chance to be more creative. I'll take his as a chance to start over. I don't see what's so bad about them anyways, it's not like I'll actually make one to kill someone with. Jeez, sometimes I wish my mom goes a bit crazy and tries to control what I do too much.
Alyssa and Zach will be coming over to my house soon to study and I'll be third wheel again. I wonder why they wanna come here and don't just study without me at one of their houses.
October 7th, 7:43pm,
Alyssa and Zach just went home. They spent half the time talking to each other and making out while I actually got my homework done and studied. They even had the guts to ask me to do their homework for them!
My mom and dad are fighting again downstairs and I wanna run away and just go somewhere where I can enjoy peace and quiet for once. Sometimes I wanna go down there and just yell at them to put aside their differences, but I'd get in trouble and they need to learn to do that on their own. I'm sure it's nothing.
Tomorrow I have a test in chemistry and I don't think I'm ready. I still have to more homework sheets to do, thanks to Alyssa and Zach. I'll probably be up all night. No time to chat, I should probably go, see you tomorrow. Also, I'll let you know how I do on the test, but I'm pretty sure I'll ace it.
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Not Like Her (Darker Days Series #1)
Terror"I wasn't always a cold blooded killer. I used to be... normal." Madelyn Morrison used to be an innocent school girl with a nasty hobby, but now, she's the school's black haired creep with an even nastier secret. "now I watch her from the shadows...
