AUTHOR'S POV
daehwi was just crying his heart out across his room. his knees up on his chest and his head resting on top of it.
unfortunately he didn't care about his surroundings, what matters was he was hurting. so much he could just jump off a cliff and disappear without any trace.
seeing his boyfriend with his best friend and ignoring him was enough for him.
they were dating for a lifetime now and he don't even know what he had done to jinyoung that made him ignore him for days.
he don't know what's going on in their relationship anymore. sometimes he would think that maybe jinyoung didn't love him anymore, maybe he lost his feelings towards him.
why would someone even love me? that's too pathetic of them. he thought
his best friends guanlin and woojin are already worried sick about their friend.
he haven't been eating and attending school for straight 3 days. they tried to go inside his room atons of times but it was locked and the key in his room was inside.
daehwi was getting skinnier than he was, he was getting paler, weaker.
GUANLIN'S POV
we kept on thinking of a plan on how to get inside daehwi's room but always end up failing.
i took a heavy sigh, "let's just give him some more time." i looked at woojin as he just frowned in responce.
"what? we kept on giving him some time! it's like the 3rd time already!"
he held on his temples and massaged it.
i took a sigh. the two of us are really worried about him we can't even focus on our studies, it's not like i'm complaining, it's just, this have to stop.
daehwi, what are you even doing to yourself?
we sat in front of daehwi's room, waiting for him to go out but just like two days ago, he didn't.
we waited the whole day but he never went out of his room. we decided to give up and went home for there's still class tomorrow.
DAEHWI'S POV
i decided to attend school tomorrow like, "why would you even cry for him if you know he doesnt love you daehwi? you're being hopeless."
i sighed and stared at my ceiling as i lay lifelessly, i chuckled. i don't even know what i'm doing right now, i even cut myself once and somehow i regretted doing it.
i decided to go to sleep and fortunately fell into a deep sleep.
i was woken up by my annoying alarm. i went to the bathroom and took a quick bath.
i changed into my uniform and wore a long sleeve shirt to hid my cuts for i don't want to worry my friends.
i went to the kitchen and saw my mom cooking, as she turned around she got shock. she immediately pulled me into a hug which i hugged back slowly.
i missed you, mom.
i want to blurt out those words but i just couldn't, it's like my tongue wont let me speak.
"are you okay? why are you so pale? you're getting skinnier, darling." she rumbbled out while caressing my right cheeks.
"i'm fine, mom." i gave her a small smile and grabbed her hand.
