'it's been a year but why can't i move on? why does it really hurts when you love someone badly? i thought you would be happy if you did love someone? but why am i feeling the opposite thing? did cupido planned all this? did he really want me to be like this?'
i walked through the warming sands and breathed in the relieving air of the atmosphere.
this was the place where we usually hung out, the place where we first met, where we spent our first anniversary and the most thing that i really hate, where the it all ended.
i took a shaky sigh as i held back the tears that threatened to fall. i flinched as i felt the warming waves made contact with my bare feet.
i stared at the sun setting, the sky which is now mixed with yellow, orange and purple color.
i stayed there watching the darkness taking over the day. i looked up and the only source of light that helped me see was the stars.
"is there even a reason for me to live in this cruel world anymore? i think not." i chuckled and before i knew it i was already laughing like a maniac.
without me knowing, tears started to fall continuously from my eyes.
i grabbed a rock and throw it at the sea, watching it bounce then drown down the water. letting out a loud shout!
"WHY?! ARGGGGGGGGG!"
i removed my shirt when i calmed down and thrrw it somewhere. i went through the calming water and swam.
time flies fast that i didn't even notice that i was far from the land. i didn't mind at first and continued swimming, enjoying the water touching my body.
when suddenly, i felt my right leg not moving and i can't seem to control it anymore and that's the time i knew that this was the end of me.
as i was drowning, flashbacks started to occur and take over my mind.
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"hi! i'm daehwi! lee daehwi! how about you?"
"jinyoung."
"oh nice to meet you, jinyoungie hyung."
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"yah jinyoung hyung! catch me if you can! blehhhhh!!! *runned away, laughing*
"i'm gonna catch you, just watch it!! *chasing him*"
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"daehwi, i have something to tell you."
"what is it, hyungie?"
"i... i like you."
"*gasped* REALLY?! I LIKE YOU TOO HYUNG!"
"*shocked* s-so... will you be mine, lee daehwi?"
"YES!!!!"
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"wah! didn't know we'll be spending our first anniversary here? *chuckled*"
"yeah me too.*smiled* shall we start our date?"
"we shall~"
we both laughed together.
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"WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY, DAEHWI?! *frustrated*"
"I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE!"
"WHAT?! AFTER SPENDING A YEAR AND A HALF WITH ME, THAT'S ALL YOU'RE GOING TO SAY?!"
"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! I'M LEAVING SEOUL TOMORROW!"
"PLEASE! NO, DON'T DO THIS TO ME! DON'T LEAVE ME, BABY! I'M BEGGING YOU! *cried*"
i knelt down in front of him and held his hands with mine but he pulled it away immediately and turned his back at me.
"i already love someone else, i'm sorry. hope you'll fjnd someone better than me. goodbye jinyoungie hyung. *sobbed*"
and with that, he just left me there. begging for him to stay, shouting his name repeatedly and mostly, to love me.
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as i was slowly getting deeper, my thoughts got interrupted when suddenly i heard someone familiar faintly shouting from above the water.
"JINYOUNGIE HYUNG! THIS IS DAEHWI! I'M BACK FOR YOU! WHERE ARE YOU?! DON'T DO THIS TO ME! PLEASE! ANSWER ME! I LOVE YOU! WHERE ARE YOU HYUNG?!"
before i could hear more of his shouts, i was already deep down the sea.
i smiled at the thought that he still love me and he came back for me. before darkness could even take over my body.
"I LOVE YOU TOO LEE DAEHWI! FOREVER AND EVER!"
i shouted back trying to let him know that i'm here but the sea seems to betray me and left those words unheard before darkness totally took over.
the end.
-so another edited story yehey!
(note the sarcasm) actually
i'm cringing at my old works
rn, fml.
-in this oneshot, i did a little
face reveal but decided to
delete it because ew
no, my works are already
ugly and i don't want my
fucking face to worsen it.
sorry for cursing,
you'll get used to this
eventually since
i'll be swearing for my entire
life, no jokes lol.
anyways have a good day
sweethearts.
