Fame & Love ~ a Shawn Mendes fanfic

Chapter eighteen ~ Just more shocking news

Sorry if there are any spelling mistakes
I'm kinda too lazy to check 😂

Next day ..

I woke up to swollen eyes.
Yep I cried myself to sleep last night ....
Ugh I'm such a baby.

It's now 12:00 pm yeah I know I woke up pretty late.
I decided to check one of Shawn's fan accounts to see any updates about him and Hailey 🙄
Yes I'm a stalker ..

I instantly see pictures of them ...
hugging .. ouch this fucking hurts like shit and I hate it so much..

Forget about him jade.. he's not worth it and he probably just played with your feelings.
I instantly break down.
I'm so sick of getting hurt.
When will I ever be happy?

I here a knock on the door.
I was over as the tears are still coming.
"Who is it?" My voice breaks but this Is all I manage to say.
"It's me .. Shawn"
"Go away" is all I say.
"Jade ... what's going on?"

I open the door.
And he gasps as he noticed the tears streaming down my face.
"ARE YOU SERIOUSLY ASKING ME THAT?" I yell.
"What's wrong jade?" He starts to frown.

"Hailey. YOU FUCKING LIED TO ME ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS FOR ME SHAWN.. I can't believe you" I try to hold back the waterfall of tears but I can't..

His jaw just drops.
"Just because we hugged doesn't mean anything happened .. well fine maybe something did happen.. in the past before I met you but nothing happened today. We just hugged!" He makes himself look innocent but I know he isn't.

"Sure. Totally believed that" I said.
"You know what? Why did I even think you liked me in the first place? It's not true! It's never been Shawn .. I see the way you look at her. You two look like a couple for fucks sake.. you two do things that make u look like a couple....probably cuz u are a couple" i say as I wipe my tears.

And then I see her... walking from behind Shawn.
She crosses her arm as she stares at me with disgust.
"Yes we hugged. Yes we look like a couple. Unlike you two"
"Hailey stop" Shawn warns her.
"Oh and just in case you didn't know. We also hooked up. YESTERDAY"
"So yeah don't get your hopes up with him" she winks.

I just stare at Shawn in disgust.
"Jade I'm-"
"Get out" I say this surprisingly calmly.
"Jade look-"
"GET OUT NOW. OH AND HOW ABOUT YOU GO LEAVE WITH YOUR HOE TOO? THANK YOU" I yell as I slam the door at his face.
Harsh I know. But at this point I don't know what else to do..

I went out to the nearest park.
I needed fresh air.

I sat down on a bench and just started thinking.
There were so many thoughts raving in my head and I felt like my head was about to explode.

I just broke down .. I feel very hurt.
I started crying so bad and I knew that there were a couple of paparazzi snapping pictures but I didn't care.

In that moment I saw someone familiar run up to me.
Anthony. The one who I kinda did some bad things with.
"Jade" he said and I could tell that he was very worried.
"Anthony" I stood up and wrapped my arms around him.
I just needed someone right now. And that person was Anthony since he was here with me in this moment.

"I'm here for you jade" he told me.
Okay I gotta admit I don't know Anthony that well but i kinda liked him ..

"I'm here.. you can cry all you want" I raise my head to see worry in his eyes.

My hand goes up to his cheek as I gently caress it as I smile at him.

"You're beautiful" he randomly told me.
Butterflies .. he just gave me butterflies. Wth I thought I liked Shawn ..

"Thank you"
He came closer to me and cupped my face.
He slowly came closer and closer and softly kissed my lips.
I closed my eyes and savored this moment.
We continued kissing for a while.
Until he decided to take me home.

"Let's go" he whispers into my ear causing me to blush.
We started walking as I felt his hand brush against mine.
I look up to him and notice him blushing.
I smile at how cute he is.

I gently grab his hand and he intertwines our fingers together.
Wow this feels extremely good.

Maybe moving on wouldn't be so hard?

OKAY I AM TOO FUCKING NICE I PUBLISHED A CHAPTER THREE TIMES TODAY SO UR WELCOME LOVES ❤️
But hey what do ya guys ship ?
Shade or Janthony?

Catch u guys later! LY byee 😘