Fame & Love ~ a Shawn Mendes fanfic

Chapter twenty one ~ Date

I look over at Ashley and she's still asleep.
Thank god we're in a private plane.
"Shawn we can't do this.." I look at him.
"You're such a bad girl jade.. for saying that you want me. Now I won't be able to keep my hands off of you" he whispers into my ear and sounded so hot and sexy causing me to shiver as I feel his hot breath on my ear.

"I just don't want to complicate things" he says.
"I know .." I look down in embarrassment.
"Hey" he said as he lifted my chin up.
"Don't be embarrassed"

I look up at him and nod.
I bury my face into his chest as he wraps his arms around me and kisses my hair.

I realize that I'm now basically sitting on his lap.
Damn.
"I-I'm sorry" I awkwardly giggle as I try to get off his lap but I feel his strong arms pull me back.

"No. Don't be. I want you to be this close to me and in my arms jade"
I look into his eyes.

"I'm so fucking sorry for ever hurting you.. I really never meant to I'm so sorry I've been acting like an asshole especially with this Camila and Hailey shit. I'm really sorry jade but you're the only one I want. You're the only one I need.
I'm so sorry for making these stupid mistakes but I really regret it and please know that you're the only one I care about the most. I actually talked to Hailey about this situation and I realized she was only trying to get me in bed and I don't want this. And for Camila. That was a stupid mistake and we both regret it till this day.. I'm sorry.. I really am. I never wanted to see you this hurt jade...
I love you. I love you so fucking much and you're the only girl I will ever love."
Holy fucking shit I can't breathe.

I open my mouth ready to say something but nothing comes out.
I take a deep breath and start talking.

"I-i love you too Shawn. Always did" I admit.
His face started flowing from the happiness.

"How about I take you on a date tomorrow? A real date"he smiled.
I look up at him with a huge smile plastered on my face "of course Shawn"

I leaned in and gently kissed him.
His hand is now strongly placed on my hips.
Our tongues slowly and passionately tangled together.
This is heaven.
I'm in heaven

I closed my eyes and savored this moment.

"How about I take you out on a real date?" He asks with a cute smile.
"Mm definitely, but I'm not really into these dates with so much effort and money. I wouldn't even mind if we just watch cook together or something" I smile.

"You're cute" he chuckles as he kisses the top of my head.
"Well I guess it'll be a cooking date then" he smiles warmly at me.

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I dragged my luggage as Ashley, my manager and Shawn and Geoff and Andrew (ik a lot of people) walked with us.

We all got in a limo.
I got squashed next to Shawn which wasn't really a big problem to me.

Geoff took his phone out and took a photo of us all and posted it on his Instagram story.
"I'll be the first to see it!" I said loudly as everyone around us laughed at me.

I took my phone and opened Instagram and saw it. It was a really nice picture to be honest.
I was on my phone and for some reason Shawn was staring at me with a cute little smile.

He looked in love.. that's cute but the fans will notice but once again I guess it's alright since we're fake dating ...

"Jade let's take a picture" Shawn smiles at me.
"Sure!" I reply.

He takes his phone out and we make a silly face. We both stick our tongues out at each other with our cheeks touching so we were pretty close.