When Life Changes [NAMJOON X READER FANFIC]

Part 8: HER

I will always be with you

          -kim namjoon

Namjoon's POV:

[LUNCH BREAK]

I am heading to cafeteria with jackson to grab something to eat for lunch.I wasn't able to pay any attention in class today.All I did was thought about HER.As jackson said I will try to talk with her.but I think

She doesn't talk to strangers.

One more important thing is I still don't know her name.

Ok I really should stop thinking about her all the time.

Jackson:Namjoon,what are you gonna order?

Namjoon:I am not hungry so I am gonna have a cup of coffee.

Jackson:coffee?are you serious?coffee at lunch hour?

Namjoon:yeah.what's wrong with that?

Jackson:Nothing.

We sat down on a chair.jackson started eating his lunch while looking at his phone.

Jackson is my childhood friend.He was always there for me when I needed someone.he was there when I was depressed.He was always there to support me.He knows everything about me.

He used to be a depressed person back then.His mother died when he was only 5.His father remarried.he hates his father.he is now living with his aunt.

He is like a brother to me.he went through a lot.but now

We both are happy.we are leading a normal life.me with my mom and a brother like him.we are happy.

Jackson:why are you staring at me?I know I am handsome.

Namjoon:You are not.

He rolled his eyes.

I noticed a familier figure walking towards a table with a tray in her hands.

"OH THAT GIRL AGAIN!"

"Who?"

Jackson followed where I am looking and looked behind.she is sitting far away from us.

Jackson:you don't know her name?do you?

Nmjoon:Nope..

Jackson:seriously?

Namjoon:what?do you know her name?

Jackson:no.you should go and ask her.

Namjoon:No thanks

Jackson:you said you will talk to her and help her.

"yeah I know.but I don't know how to start a convo with her or how to talk to her."I said while looking at my phone reading something.

Jackson:she is a human.she won't eat you if you talk.

Namjoon:I am not scared ok?

Jackson:Then go and talk.

Namjoon:Not now.now is not a good time.

Lunch break.It feels like I am in a market.The noise level is higher than anything else in this world.and cafeteria?It's hella crowded.I don't like crowded places at all.I like quite places.

Jackson:so is that girl is the reason why you weren't paying any attention in the class?

Namjoon:You noticed that?

he nodded.

Namjoon:yeah.she was the reason.

Jackson:lunch break is over.let's go.

We stood up and I noticed she was already gone.we headed straight to our classes.

Classes are finally over.I heading to my apartment.

While walking...

"I should go to that park.Maybe I can meet her today or maybe not".

I went to my bathroom and took a shower.I layed down on my bed.while thinking about something

I fell asleep.

"Namjoon dear,wake up!dinner is ready.

I was feeling so tired today.Maybe that's why I fell asleep.

I sat up and looked at my watch.

It's 9 pm.

Shit!!I forgot about going to that park.

I wore a cap and an overcoat.

"Mom I am going out for some fresh air.I will be back soon."

She nodded.

I finally arrived at the park.

I don't think she will come here today.It's 9:15 pm.she won't come here at late this hour.right?

I entered the gate.

I think no one is here...That's kinda great because no one will bother me.but...

I sighed thinking that she isn't here.

Should I head back?

...

Let's stay here for some time.

I went to near that bench.

I was walking while looking at my feets.this place is so quite.that's really good.

...........

"OHH MY GOD.SHE IS HERE".I smiled at myself knowing that she is here.

but it's really dangerous for her.what if something bad happens to her?why is she here at late this hour?what is she doing?

She is looking at the stars again

....

I kept looking at her.

I am standing a little far away from her.

"My life...I want this life....to end...as soon as possible.."she said with a very tone while looking at the sky.

Ok What?

What's she talking about?

And.....

Her face....... 

is showing sadness and pain again.

What did she mean by that?

I really don't think I should talk to her now.I should head back.it's getting late.

I started walking.

Suddenly

I stopped on my tracks and looked back at her.

"What should I do?Her words...."

...........

I can hear footsteps getting closer.

I think she noticed that I am here.

now she will think that I am a weird guy.

She started walking.I think she is heading back.

I looked up and closed my eyes...

......

         "HEY WAIT"

A/N:
Hey guys.sorry for the late update.yesterday was my birthday.my best birthday ever.Thanks to everyone who wished me😭