When Life Changes [NAMJOON X READER FANFIC]

Part 11:Hate

NAMJOON'S POV:

Should I go or not?

Ok I am going!

I got up from my bed and wore an overcoat and a cap.

"Where are you going?"my mom asked me.

She was sitting on the couch watching T.V.

"Um..I am going to buy something"

I don't know why I lied.

Mom:At late this hour?what are you going to buy?

Namjoon:some snacks.

Mom:Ok be sure to get back before 11 pm.

Namjoon:Don't worry.I will be back soon.Bye.

After tying the shoelaces,I walked out of the apartment and made my way to the park.

I reached the other side of the road leaving the neighbourhood areas.

   "What a beautiful night!"

I arrived at that park.I went inside.seems like no one is here again.

I was walking while looking down at my feets.

I don't think she is here.

Just when I thought about her,I saw her sitting on the bench far away from me.

Should I go and talk to her?

I think I should.

I went near her.

But suddenly I stopped on my tracks.

Wait!

Is she....?

I think...

She is crying..?

But...why?

She didn't notice that I was standing behind her.

What should I do now?

   "I hate this life"

.....

"Don't hate it"I simply said.

She turned around.

My heart melted when I saw her crying face.her eyes were swallowed and red from crying.She was crying a lot maybe.

And her face....is like...saying something to me.

She was shocked when she saw me standing behind her.she quickly looked away.she wiped away her tears with her sleeves.

I went beside her and sat down next to her on the bench.

I kept staring at her.

Why was she crying?

"What do you want?why are you here again?"she asked while looking at the sky.

"Just getting some fresh air."

We both were looking at the beautiful sky and the stars.

It's so freezing cold today.

I looked at her.her eyes were still teary.I felt like she is going to cry again but she is holding back her tears.

YOUR POV:

After my mom called I don't know why but I felt horrible thinking about how she just ended the call after talking only for 2 seconds.she didn't even bother to say something that will cheer me up.instead she just talked about something that I didn't want to hear.I started to think about those awful memorys again.