When Life Changes [NAMJOON X READER FANFIC]

part 5:That girl in the park

A/n:
I didn't really wanted to update today because today is really not a good day.have you guys heard the news about jonghyun?I really don't know what to say.He was my bias from shinee.shinee got me into kpop.I can't believe it.how is this possible?he left.
He was suffering a lot but he never stopped smiling.

Guys listen everyone went through depression but suicide is not the solution.this  fanfic is also related to this.you don't want to end your life,you want to end your pain.ending your life doesn't stop the pain.it just passes it on someone else.
Please pray for jonghyun.

Rest in peace jonghyun.

[Part:5]

That place is a park

Namjoon's POV:

As much as I remember that park is called "Yoyogi koen".That park holds lots of memorys for me.There is a bench under a cherry tree.I always sit there while looking at the sky.

I was on my way there.As soon as I reached there I noticed an unfamilier figure sitting on that bench while looking at the sky.She was talking to herself about something.

People will think that she is crazy or something but it didn't look like she
cares.

I was looking at her for a while.Somehow her face was showing sadness.for some reason I wanted to talk to her but suddenly she stood up and started walking towards the gates.I don't know but I felt like she is someone that needs some help from someone.

I was so deep into thoughts that I forgot about my university.I still need to go to university even if I am one of the top students in the country.I headed back to my apartment and started getting ready for my university.

I was at my uni.My bench was beside the window.I was looking outside the window while thingking about that girl.

"What was she talking about?and why does her face was telling me to help her with something?"

Suddenly i saw a familier figure at the gate.I looked closely.She was the one that was at the park this morning.

I could tell that she was nervous.maybe because today is her first day.She entered the gate and some people were looking at her.well it's normal because she is new.our teacher started the class.I always pay attention to class but today was somehow different.I can't stop thinking about that girl.

"What is wrong with me today?"

My day at the university ended well like usual.I was on my way home when I heard everyone talking about someone.

Jackson is one of my close friends.He trust me even though I don't trust myself.I always share everything with him.We are like brothers.

"Jackson ah what are they talking about?"

"I am not really sure but I think they are talking about the new student.she is a girl.everyone is saying that her behaviour is weird.she doesn't even talk to anyone."

While we were talking a guy came to us saying "and also she is ugly I don't think it's necessary to talk to her so we didn't even bother talking to her.her behaviour is also weird."

I really wanted to say something back to that guy.I really hate these kinds of peoples.how can they easily call someone ugly?They are also humans.I know who they are talking about.they are talking about that girl from this morning whom I saw in the park.and I don't think she is ugly at all.

I was at my room laying down on my bed thinking about that girl

"She was on my mind the whole day"

I wanted to visit that park so I went out.I was on my way to that park.I went to that bench under the cherry tree and I saw someone sitting there already.

"Oh god that girl again.what is she doing here at this late at night?It's dangerous for a girl."

You heard her saying something

"My first day ended well"

I think she doesn't even know what other students were talking about her.I wanted to go and talk to her but I was scared maybe she will think of me as a weird guy.

I thought I should head back.but I stopped my tracks and suddenly remembered those words.

"Don't be afraid of what other people think about you.just believe in yourself.you will be able to do anything."

I heard footsteps behind me.

Did she heard my words?yeah maybe.I don't know what kind of help I am doing right now but I think it will work.I smiled at myself thinking that she heard me. I helped her somehow even if I am just a stranger.

Without looking back I headed back to my apartment.I was laying down on my bed.

"I don't even know her but why do I feel like I should help her with something?"

A/n:
Please try to ignore my mistakes.I am really in a bad mood right now.
And please guys
Pray for jonghyun.