When Life Changes [NAMJOON X READER FANFIC]

Part 4:His life

Namjoon's POV:

My life wasn't easy at first.I had to suffer a lot but there was someone who suffered more than me.I wanted to run away from all these hardships.I wanted to run away from all these problems.I was done with my life but I didn't gave up because of someone.

Because of my mom.

I went through depression just like her.but she didn't gave up on her life.
Everyday she was there for me.

My mom is a doctor.she wanted to continue but my dad I don't know if I should call him my dad anymore he didn't let her do any jobes.He wanted his wife to be a housewife.My mom gave up on her dreams.

It was meaningless.she worked so hard for years so that she can do what she wanted to do.But just because of my dad she couldn't do anything.

There wasn't a single day when they didn't fight.I used to hate myself for not being able to do anything for her.I was always afraid of what people think about me.I tried to ignore everything but I couldn't.

In those days my mom helped me.Her words helped me.

"Don't be afraid of what people will think about you.you don't have to care about others.don't think about ending your life.you want to end your pain not your life.just believe in yourself and you will be able to do anything.also

Love yourself"

Those words are very precious.after that I started working hard.only for my mom.Now I am one of the top students in our country.Finally we are leading a happy life without my dad.We left our dad.my mom started a new life.We are happy without him.

I love her so much.Her words helped me a lot.That's why I always write these words everywhere like in books and newspapers.I want to help people by these words.

I love myself because of her.Thanks to mom now I have learned how to love myself.

I used to write songs when I was depressed.I like singing and rapping.I sing those songs when I am alone.

There is a place which I always visit in the morning and in the night.

That place is a park.

A/n:
I know it's too short.SORRY.
Please ignore my mistakes because this is my first time writing a fanfic🙏