LET'S BELIEVE IN OURSELVES
-KIM NAMJOON
[PART:7]
YOUR POV:
My second day is ending well.That's unexpected.So I am not getting any attentions like those days in my school and college life?That's great.I don't want any either.I don't need any so called friends,I don't need anybody,I don't need anything.I just want this university life to end as soon as possible.Actually I want this stupid life to end as soon as possible.
Looking outside the window is the only thing I do in my class.I want to pay attention.But I can't.because....
EVERYTHING.everthing is boring in my life..
"Why?"
While looking at the front board suddenly I remembered that stranger I saw in that park.I didn't see his face properly because his back was facing me.What was he doing at that park?
"Whatever"
I want to go home and rest.I also want to go to that park.What's that park called again?I don't remember the name.
"Yoyogi Koen?"
I arrived at my apartment.
I am kinda hungry.
I headed to kitchen to grab something to eat.
Aunt is preparaing for dinner.
"You are hungry right?"she asked while smiling at me.
I nodded slowly.
"Ok wait I am gonna make something for you"
I sat down on a chair and waited for her.
"How was your day today at university?"
"It was okay I guess"
"You are always in your room.you should hangout with your friends somewhere.you will feel great."
"I don't have any and I don't like hanging out"
She came and sat down beside me with two cups of Ramen.
"Y/N dear you need to move on"
......
I started eating my ramen.
Aunt:You need to move on from all those things.you have to make some friends."
Y/n:I don't need anybody.
Aunt:but dear-
Y/n:aunt don't worry.I am ok.I am alone but I am fine.I don't need anybody in my life again.
Aunt:please don't say it that like that.you are not alone.I am here with you.
Y/n:yeah so I don't need anybody.
Aunt:y/n dear everybody needs friends in their life.you need one too.
Y/n:nope.I don't want to trust someone again.I don't want to get hurt again.
Aunt:dear.everyone is not same.there are some great people too.there are some kind hearted people too.they will never hurt you.
Y/n:no.everyone is same.No one is great,no one is kind hearted.Aunt...
I really don't anyone or anything in my life.I want this life to end.
Aunt:Ok.dear stop.Let's not talk about it now.sorry I ruined your mood.but oneday....
"There will be someone whom you will trust the most.there will be someone who will change your LIFE."
She stood up and went to the kitchen.
I didn't say anything.I headed straight to my room.while laying down on my bed I closed my eyes....
"Someone will change my life?"
That was funny.this is not any movie or drama that someone will come and change my life.This is my stupid life.No one can change it and
no one will change it.
IT'S 9 PM.
I almost forgot about that park.I should go now.
I went to the park for some fresh air.
I arrived at that park.seems like no one is here.That's great.No one will bother me.I know it's dangerous for a girl to be here at night.But
"Who cares?"
I sat down on that bench under a cherry tree while looking at the beautiful sky and the stars.
It is all calm around.
"My life.....I want this to end as soon...as possible"I said while looking at the stars.
I can hear footsteps.who is here?I thought I was alone in this park.
WHATEVER.
[After 30 min]
I should head back.it's getting late now.
I am on my way to the gate.suddenly..
I noticed a familier figure standing there while looking at the sky.I can't see his face.His back is facing me.
I think I know him....
He was that stranger who helped me that day.I mean indirectly helped me that day.
I looked at my watch.
"It's 10 pm"
I really should head back now.aunt will worry about me.
I turned my back to him and started walking.I don't think he noticed me.
Suddenly....
"HEY WAIT..."
A/N:thanks guys for reading my weird fanfic.
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