Loud Thoughts From A Quiet Girl

Introduction

Hello everybody. You may or may not know me from my old writings, but if you don't, my name is Crystal. Some things about me are: I love cats, I am a singer and pianist, I draw sometimes, I write, I love emo bands and alternative rock and my favorite movie is Beetlejuice.

I used to ramble about how I loved this girl I'd never have, but I'm over her now. I used to ramble about another girl I liked, but I'm over her now. I got over it and it was a pretty dark part of my life, but it goes to show that everything gets better.
(More on this topic in the next chapter.)

Also, my best friend in the whole fucking world is Samara. She's been with me almost 2 years now and I love love love her to death. myheavyreddiesoul

I stan Gerard Way, Lana Del Rey and Marina Diamandis.

I have a friend group of some sorts, so I'll give them all fake names for when I talk about them.
Bella: An old crush but now she's just a friend. Hilarious and extremely pretty, jesus fuck, gay, GREAT ARTIST!!
Michael: Hilarious as well, has a gf from Minnesota, edgy, watches my little pony, bi.
Mitchell: innocent, plays harp, kinda feminine boy who's cute (he doesn't wear feminine clothes, he just looks feminine), math genius, steals everyone's jokes, thinks he's asexual.
Marvin: PARASITE FRIEND!! yells a lot, arrogant, thinks he is the shit, music taste is shit, tries to stan musicals, probably gay.
Joshua: Best/Worst human ever, drinks la croix, funny, wears clout glasses, "your mom gay", hates liars, memes. Gay???
Kitty: EVILEVILEVILEVIL!!!! Arrogant. Just plain mEAN. No one likes her but she likes to bother us. Manipulative, steals money, plays drums, stans Dua Lipa. Straight, really straight
Coal: books>you, smart, Harry Potter stan, straight A's, girl scout, good at art. Straight
Amelia: cute, really gay, used to be emo, loves musicals, swears a lot, "no homo though" as a joke, my crush.

FEEL THE ROMANCE - xoxo, C