A Vampire's Life Book 5

Chapter 11

Jonah's bedroom was the same as I had always remembered it from the days of our childhood where we would play games. He had been an only child for quite some time and as such his bedroom was more like two bedrooms. Both were enormous rooms already; one was his actual bedroom the other was his play room. Now it was more like a lounge room. I noticed that there was a different lounge in the room. Not the one from that horrible day, this looked like some random piece of furniture that was chosen out of haste, not out of love. I knew he would never bring that lounge in here, I knew that day haunted him far more than it did me. He blamed himself for it, he wanted me to come with him and because of it, I was hurt. I didn't blame him for it, how could he have known it was a trap? The rogue was after all four of us, I would have been a target any way. But I knew Jonah didn't see it like that, I knew he focused solely on the fact of what the rogue did to me. I didn't want to sound like I was blaming myself for it but if I had kept my mouth shut, the rogue would have gone off to look for Lucian and Ariella and that would have been it. As usual my mouth and temper had gotten me into a big mess. I had moved past that day, the thoughts still lingered in my mind about it, I still remembered it like it had only just happened but I was able to move forward. Jonah however hadn't, even though he said it wasn't out of spite, I knew there was anger in his motive for the compound. Humanity was paying the price for my big mouth and one rogues crime.

I watched as he took my bag to his robe, returning seconds later. He seemed very uneasy, almost like he was more scared of this than I was. As he opened the doors to the balcony, the soft summer breeze ruffled the curtains, prickling my skin. I shivered to the cool of the night, the very second I did it, I knew what Jonah's reaction would be.

"I don't want to rush you."

"I'm ok, really. Please don't make me wait, I've missed you so much."

Jonah grinned with delight as he lifted my shirt off me.

"I missed you too."

We kissed deeply, his hand below my ear, his fingertips nestled among my hair. It was slow and perfect; Jonah was determined to take his time with me. The lights were off, a few candles flickered with the cool evening breeze. I lifted his shirt over his head, my hands running down his firm torso. His body was gloriously taut.

"I want you to tell me to stop if it gets too much ok?"

"Jonah." I chastise him.

"Promise me Ivy, I couldn't stand to think I was forcing this on you."

"Ok, I promise. Now no more of it."

He kisses my neck passionately as his hands slide down my body, over my breasts to my stomach, his fingers run along the edge of my skirt to the zip at the back. I moan low as he moves his kisses to my jaw, the zip goes down, the skirt falls to the ground. Jonah presses me to his body as he grips my backside, I pull him by the back of his neck, urging him to kiss me. His warm skin was far too tantalizing, I broke from the kiss, moving down his neck to the vein. Feeding my hunger for him was heavenly, he tasted so sweet. His hands move over my back, his fingertips rough and calloused from working at the compound but I didn't care, it made the sensations that tingled over my back feel more intense. My underwear finds the floor rather quickly and Jonah takes a step back to look at me. Suddenly I feel rather shy.

"You are so beautiful, so fucking beautiful."

He drops to his knees at my feet, kissing my legs moving higher. His soft skin pressing against mine as he held my legs to his chest, kissing higher and higher. I looked down, barely able to cope with the euphoria rushing through me, his eyes were liquid bronze, flecked with gold that seemed so luminous.

"I will spend my life worshipping you."

I gasp as he murmurs into my upper thigh, getting closer and closer.

"Taking you to heaven, every day."

He gently moves me back to the moonlit bed, laying me onto the cool sheets. I wanted to pull them over me, knowing his intentions and how much he could see, I was beyond embarrassed now. I was quietly freaking out.

"Relax my love."

I could feel his fangs scrap along my inner thigh as he pulled my legs apart. As he took the very first kiss I moaned, having never known such pleasure. He continued, not stopping in pleasuring me, little lashes of his tongue, kissing and tugging on my skin. It didn't take long for me to get there, the sensations building quickly through me, surging through me with every kiss. My body arched as I gripped the sheets, my mind a hazy mess of sensations. I shivered as he kissed up my body, gently sucking on my breasts, puckering them in his mouth. Embarrassment gone, replaced with one very happy Ivy.

Jonah laid beside my body, running his fingertips around my body making me shiver again. I rolled onto my side, wrapping my arm around him, needing his kiss. His magic mouth has left me feeling strange, needy and wanting more of him. My hand runs down his body to his jeans, popping the button and sliding the zip down. I push them down enough to free him, wanting desperately to touch him, to make him groan with pleasure like he had done for me. He murmured plenty of appreciative words as he kissed my neck, my jaw, tugging on my ear lobe. All from my hand on him, he thoroughly enjoyed my touch so much that he made me stop. He removed his jeans and looked at me.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes Jonah."

He quietly moved to the table beside the bed and opened the draw, removing something. I could hear packaging being ripped and then saw it tossed onto the table. Then he got up onto the bed, kneeling in between my legs.

"Try and relax ok?"

I nod and watch him adjust my body to the right angle, lowering himself to me. As gently as he could he pushed into me, I still gasped but it was out of pleasure. When he had pushed all the way in, he rested his arms beside my head, softly kissing me. Staring at me with those gorgeous eyes and a soft smile.

"Ivy." he whispered, never looking away. "I love you. I have done for a very long time."

"I love you too Jonah."

He grinned and then kissed me fervently, beginning to move with in me. Our bodies lined up together perfectly. Melded into each other as our skin warmed each other. There was no pain, it was bliss to have him. I could feel the sensations building again, his ragged breath spurning me on. My hand found its way to his back, feeling the muscles as they moved. My other hand was around his neck and the short strands of hair as my fingers laced through them.

"Be mine forever."

"Always yours." I whisper back. "Forever."

We kissed deep again, our need for each other's touch, to make contact with our love. My head spun with another haze, spiralling through me, the fire was lit and burning fast. I could feel the heady haze shoot up through me as I called out, my body jolting with pleasure, Jonah moaning against the skin of my neck.

I laid on his chest for what seemed like hours, staring out into the night. This was my first time, what happened before was nothing more than a bad dream, this was how I was going to view my life. I was insanely happy because of this one man and I wasn't prepared to let another man ruin it. My hand gently caressed the skin on his chest, the few little hairs on his sternum. Here in the bed with me, resting from a night of heaven was a man that declared his love and his need to have me forever. Little old me. At this point, everything was perfect, for the whole weekend, he would be mine. But then there was after the weekend, he was returning to the compound to continue the work and I was going searching for entertainment for the humans. It saddened me to think that I would be without him for who knows how long but then it struck me that when I finish raiding the towns, I would be going to the compound and I would be staying. That particular part of my plan I hadn't divulged to anyone, knowing it wouldn't be appreciated. The wall was up, it was safe, I knew that and now there was nothing to stop me from being with my love.