Your Love Is My Medicine

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Auhlia
"He is like, he get mad at me but when I get mad at him, that nigga wanna forget about all the progress we don made" I sigh. "Aw you poor thang" she sighs (Sidney). "And I was jus about to tell him I loved him" I mutter.

Jahseh
I felt like shit. Stokeley left, started his 5 month tour today. And I have tried to avoid thinking about Auhlia. I missed her, I loved her. No one cared about me like she did. Not Geneva not no hoes. I want to make things right but I think I blew it.

I go to my camera roll and look at old pics. There was one of me and her at the park. She was smiling. I looked at her dimples. I looked at her medium length curly hair around her head. I looked at her skin. She had a lil acne on her cheeks but was still beautiful. All the guys wanted her.

My mind has been messed up. I haven't showered. Auhlia was all that I knew. At first, I didn't want to trust her, you know let her in my life but now that she is almost out I feel stupid. I should have told her I was famous. I call Pump, he been working on an album for Sidney so he might not pick up the phone.

"Hello" he yawns. "Hey what is Sidney's number? I gotta talk to her about Lia" I say. He gives it to me and I hang up. I call her. It rings a few times before she picks it up.

S: Hello?
J: Yeah Sidney
S: Awe no don't fucking call me you dirty ass-
J: Are you at Auhlia's house?
S: Why, you really hurt her Jahseh she doesn't even want to enjoy her life anymore
J: Look I love her, I can't fucking loose her so get off the god damn phone
S: Alright I get it, you love her stop talking to me like that for I kick your ass, nigga
J: Thanks

I hang up. I get in my car and speed to her house. Sidney let's me in. I look at every step I take. The floor feels like it is gonna swallow me. Auhlia looks up from her phone. "Why the fuck are you here, you...Jus get out" she says. "Talk to you later Auhlia" Sidney says and leaves.

I walk closer to Auhlia. "Baby, I have missed you, I got your rap or song whatever it was and it made me realize...I don't want to live without you. Without you I ain't shit. I....I...Love you" I say looking at her. She purses her lips.

"Jahseh, I love you too but you hurt me, and I just don't..." she says tears falling down her face. I run over to her wiping them "Please just one more chance" I whisper. She stares at me for a while then nods.

I hug her and she wraps her arms around my neck. I lean in to kiss her. "Are you seriously not gonna mess with my heart like that again?" she whispers. "I promise...I'm yours" I say. She pulls my face on hers. Our lips move in sync. "I love you Auhlia" I say. "Love you too, Jahseh" she replies.