Broken Girl

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I got torn by my emotions

Torn my stress, anger and sadness

What is up with all this madness ?

I should of let my brain lead the way

My heart is no good

It will only bring me more pain

Pain is what my heart craved from me

It fed off my pain and it made it  stronger

And it picked me up and threw me off the building

I am now way below

It's up there waving at me 

How can I get up there ?


Well at least I can't get hurt anymore

At least I will feel no more pain


My brain is against me too 

It was trapped by my stupid, foolish, idiotic thoughts

And it got lost between logic and emotion

Because I couldn't pick a side

I couldn't decide whether to be a robot or an emotional wreck

My brain has failed me many times

It can't function

I failed myself

How can I be so dumb ?

My heart is gone and my brain is numb ?

Now my life is left to just a crumb

I am that crumb and that vaccum cleaner is going to pick me up

Because I am that little

I thought so little

I felt so little

It sucked my life out of my not life-like life

At least I can stay with my other friend, dust and dirt


I am torn by my own system

My own system won

My own system was tired of my cluelessness

My own system was tired of me


It broke me

And since I am glass

I will break my brain and heart even more

Just like I did before


I was, I am and I will be...

Just a broken girl

Living in this broken world











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