I got torn by my emotions
Torn my stress, anger and sadness
What is up with all this madness ?
I should of let my brain lead the way
My heart is no good
It will only bring me more pain
Pain is what my heart craved from me
It fed off my pain and it made it stronger
And it picked me up and threw me off the building
I am now way below
It's up there waving at me
How can I get up there ?
Well at least I can't get hurt anymore
At least I will feel no more pain
My brain is against me too
It was trapped by my stupid, foolish, idiotic thoughts
And it got lost between logic and emotion
Because I couldn't pick a side
I couldn't decide whether to be a robot or an emotional wreck
My brain has failed me many times
It can't function
I failed myself
How can I be so dumb ?
My heart is gone and my brain is numb ?
Now my life is left to just a crumb
I am that crumb and that vaccum cleaner is going to pick me up
Because I am that little
I thought so little
I felt so little
It sucked my life out of my not life-like life
At least I can stay with my other friend, dust and dirt
I am torn by my own system
My own system won
My own system was tired of my cluelessness
My own system was tired of me
It broke me
And since I am glass
I will break my brain and heart even more
Just like I did before
I was, I am and I will be...
Just a broken girl
Living in this broken world
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Broken Girl - Poetry
PoetryPoetry of a girl, The Girl Who Lived and how she became a Broken Girl. These are thoughts I have about being weird, stress, sadness, anger and a lot of other emotions I feel. I had to chose between my heart or my brain and since I'm indecisive, I di...