Dunkirk h.s.

14. Crimson Tides

A/N: I really miss 1D sometimes. Sometimes I'll go through and listen to their old music together. It's hard listening to their solo songs because It reminds me of the past. I just need a remix of all of their songs put together I guess. If any of you know one, hmu.

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Here's a story from this about a month ago that maybe someone can relate to or give me advice:

So let's begin.....

One of my best friends left my group and I. He betrayed our trust and I need to vent real quick.

It started at the beginning of football season. He was talking shit about me to someone and that person spilled the tea to me and I confronted my "friend" in text and he started ignoring me.

I was like "say im annoying to my face rather than behind my back" and he never replied. Later i was like it wasn't worth it so i was the bigger person and said "sorry for overreacting and the spam. I get it we all say stuff."

He ignored me and I think unadded me on Snapchat. He sc my best friend who was next to me and not me and he could see it from where he was at. My friend called him out for it and he was rude and ended up ignoring her.

He said he needed his "space" and everything would be fine. But he lied.

One day he was looking for me at school and i wasn't there and when i showed up, he never spoke to me. He started telling my other best friend to ditch our group.

We "made up" about three weeks later. And i said sorry for being annoying and he was like yeeeeaaahhhh this is the guy who told on him's fault. I had other people say to me I did nothing wrong and wasn't annoying and shit.

One of my best friends was like "so are we hanging for Madison's bday?" and he was dodgy saying he may have to go to the gym.

I knew things weren't all fine and my other friends said I was overthinking.
I was skeptical because he told another friend that he didn't wanna hang out with us anymore.

On my birthday shit went down. Before lunch my best friend asked him if he was gonna hang out for my bday and he said he had to go out of town. I knew something was wrong. I'm on student council so I had to work our student store during lunch. I took a break and approached his table.

He got up as I got there and left so I waited him out like a bitch. When he came back, he asked me for money. As I was reaching for cash, I said "oh really *my best friend* said you had to go out of town."

I knew he was fucking lying. He tried to cover his stupid as and I started calling that fucking asshole out. I was done.

I asked "Do you not like us anymore?" And he was like, "No, no I like you."

I asked, "Do you not wanna hang out anymore?" This was tough for me because I never confront people. I try to keep quiet about stuff, but I was hurt.

He was one of my closest friends. In my friend group. Him and I would talk hours on hours on the phone. He had a crush on me.

He eventually replied, "I have my own friend group now." I slid him the dollar and walked away. No Happy Birthday for me that day. Just the choking back on sobs and tears.

Someone went up to him and gave him shit about it and he was like "idk why their crying about it." He wanted to be friends still he told someone.