I'm done with all of this, I'm pretending that I'm okay when I'm not. You can see straight through me but you aren't here right now and you are worrying me. You have always been here and I don't know what to do without you. I miss you so much and you don't even know. You barely know that I exist.
It would be easy to say that I feel invisible, instead I feel painfully visibly and completely ignored- one of my favorite quotes. You would know that because you are great at listening and you are so easy to talk to. I wish you were here. I wish you were real. I want you to become a reality but you're just too perfect for this screwed up world because you would get taken advantage of and torn apart. Our world is too harsh for you to become a reality for me.
You mean a lot to me and have saved my life multiple times, and you have yet to leave me. I would do anything for you and I know that you would do the same for me.
I love you and you'll never know that I exist. Goodnight, sweet dreams.
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Love letters to my non-existent boyfriend
RandomWhere I just say what I'm thinking and how I feel about my crush and life in general. Edit: I've decided to make this an actual story so this will be about a girl who can't tell if her "crush" is real or not. She feels like he's real, but he doesn't...
