Bad Boy Is Back [Harry Styles Fan Fiction] ON HOLD

Chapter Thirty One

Hey you guys, I have been MIA for years, I honestly kind of just lost interest with the story and now that its been so long I don't even completely remember the storyline so bare with me here, I'm going to attempt to write chapter thirty-one if it literally ends up making no sense I'm just done, my apologies.

Harrys P.O.V

"I love you." I murmured against her lips, pulling away from the sweet kiss I just left her. I was so fucking mad, I'm still pissed I'm not going to lie, but a little less so.

"I love you too." She was looking at me with nothing but admiration, God we are so fucked up, not even we, but me. "I'm sorry," I whisper, taking in her beauty.

Furrowing her eyebrows, she sits up, no longer running her fingers through my long dark brown hair for a split second,  before she started again "For what?"

"Being overprotective..." I mutter in defeat, "I crossed the line today, again. You weren't at fault, it was all me, I was wrong and you have every right to be angry. "

Her eyes soften "I wasn't angry, I'm not angry." she begins "I was just frustrated. I understand you worry about me but I was with Sarah and you were right there. I knew he wasn't going to do anything to me."

"And if I wasn't there?" I looked up at her.

"He would have got kicked in the balls," She giggled softly "I learned a few tricks here and there while you were away, courtesy of the boys, we all figured it be best while you were away that I could take care of myself and learn some self-defense techniques."

Chucking, I grab her face and bring her closer to me, leaving a sweet kiss on her forehead. Sighing before letting her go, I could ruin everything at any moment, not even that anything can happen at any moment and ruin everything, my world would collapse without her.

"You worry too much." She whispered, "You get so worked up and cant think straight, you let the anger take over and it isn't healthy Harry.."

"I cant help it."

"But you can try." She says "You can work on it, we can work on it together. I know everybody is in a weird place, especially you, you have had so much going on but that's why I'm here, that's why the guys are still here, to get you back on your feet."

"I already told you.. the only one that can help me is you."

"Then let me. Let me take care of you and stop worrying so much about me." She emphasises each word, her eyes trying to find mine.

"You cant fix whats already been broken." I whisper, sitting up and looking outside of the window.

I feel her hands grasp around my chin, forcing me to look at her. I love this woman so much it hurts. And  I know  it isn't healthy, I know I'm so fucked up. "You are not broken." She says sternly "You're lost you might not be able to fix all of the wrong thas been done but you can make sure it never happens again." Sighing she leaves a small kiss on my lips, "You're in a good place now; surrounded by people that love and want to take care of you, stop worrying about the things we cant change and focus on what we can."

I don't want to continue having this conversation, I know shes right. Fuck, of course shes right, she always right and that's one of the many reasons I love her but cant stand her, shes good for me, the only good thing I have going for myself and that's how I put myself in these situations. I start to push her away on accident because I'm afraid of losing her and I know that makes no fucking sense but I just don't, make any fucking sense. "So much shit has happened... letting my guard down is hard, its always been hard."

"You let your guard down with me a long time ago.."She whispers

Keeping silent, i let my eyes dawdle on hers, not sure what to say.

"I'm not going anywhere, even if i wanted to, which i don't." she states "It isn't physically possible for me to leave."

Pulling her closet to me, I squeeze her tightly, digging my face into her chest. "I know."

Shes right, its physically impossible for us to leave each other alone. We are fucked up soulmates, I've been through so much and hurt so many women, I even hurt her. I'm fucked up, I'm so fucked up but I cant say she doesn't make me a better man, I cant say she doesn't make me want to be a better man because she does, Im like this because I don't even want to know the monster I would turn into without her, "I don't want anybody to take you away from me." I mumble against her skin, anxiety laced in my words.

"That wont ever happen, we wont ever let somebody tare us apart again, we just got each other back." She says softly, she isn't lying. I would let myself die before having to be taken away from her again or vice versa.

Sitting up, i start to put my clothes on silently, she does the same, there isn't any tension in the car now, I'm just deep in thought but I know we cant stay in this car forever. "You look exhausted, let me take you home." We've been here for hours, its dark out now, she nods her head and climbs back into the passenger seat, with that we drive off in silence back home both seemingly suffocated with thoughts.

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We got home about an hour ago, I immediately brought alyssa upstairs and put her to bed. Playing with her hair and leaving sweet kisses all across her face, I hear a faint knock at the door as I tuck a strand of hair behind her ear. I don't say anything before Liam pops his head in "You guys alright?" he asks quietly

"Yeah bro, I just put her to sleep." I say hushed, he steps inside the door quietly, leaving it cracked behind him.

"Shes exhausted huh?"He asks, I nod giving her a quick glance, how does she look so beautiful and she isn't even awake.

"I cant blame her, shes been through a lot." he says, i grit my teeth together to stop myself from losing my temper. He isn't lying, shes been through a lot the moment she walked into my life, even before that.

Licking his lips, liam beckoned behind him with his head, "the guys wanted to have a meeting and due to what happened the last time we did something without you, we don't want it to happen again so they sent me up here to get you, you up for it?"

Frowning, I look down at alyssa before finding liam once more. "Yeah, ill be right down, just give me a minute to get dressed."

Nodding, liam left without another sound.

Leaning down, i flattened the worry wrinkles that surrounded Alyssas eyes before giving her a light kiss. "ill be back in a few minutes baby," I murmured

Moaning in response, she snuggled up closer into her pillow, a satisfied sigh of contentment escaping through her parted lips.

Chuckling, I manuevered my way from under Alyssa, tucking the blanket under her chin before pulling on a pair of pants and quietly leaving the room.

"What is it that you guys wanted to discuss?" I entered the sitting area, scratching my chest as I plopped down on the couch besides Niall.

"They're called the the Diablos," Liam says, and I cant help but fucking chuckle

"What a stupid fucking name."I mutter,

"Thats not what this conversation is about though," He begins "rumor has it is they left town last night, According to vinny near the coast, he saw all of them drive off. Apparently there going to the states." he informed us,

"But it's too easy, and it isn't sitting right with me, they came here and basically declared war by stepping on the turf.. just to disappear? I don't buy it," he continues

"They're planning something, something big and we have to keep our guards up." All of the guys are looking at each other, and I can't help but not focus.

"And the girls?" Louis asks

"We don't want them in the middle of this war." Liam says,

I finally look up, "what if they already are." I mutter, averting my focus one again, nothing can stay good for long, not around here.

"Then we'll kill each and every one of those bastards." He responds