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Maybe I was wrong.

Maybe I was Wrong about Friends:
Maybe I was wrong in picking the wrong
people to associate my life with. Maybe they just got bored of me. Maybe they just wanted something new, and not something weak and pathetic.

Maybe I was wrong in trusting them. Maybe I was wrong about everything I told them. Maybe..

Maybe I was Wrong about being 'happy'
Maybe I was wrong about my happiness. The small mask I plaster on my face to keep myself from crying. Lying about my pain.

And ranting about it when you least expect it. Maybe I was wrong to share my opinions, feelings, love life and how I see this land, we call earth, maybe..

Maybe they couldn't support me anymore, leaving me to fend for myself in battles within my mind. Maybe they just wanted me to die. It's not their fault.

Maybe I was wrong in being the way I am:
Maybe I should be someone else. The popular kind, that don't take shit from anyone. Maybe I should act less.. 'me' . Maybe I should lock away my real passions, pretend to be happy, pretend to be the one everyone wants, while silently crying on the inside.

Maybe I'm just too weird. Too depressed. Too suicidal. Maybe I should tone down on how I feel. Maybe I should keep it all to myself.

Maybe I was right in leaving them:
Maybe I was right in straying away from everyone. Keeping my mind focused on the task above. Not allowing bullshit to get under my skin.

Maybe I was right, leaving them opened my blinded eyes. Which have been blinded by my 'friend's bullshit. I'm happy that I've met someone who is going through the things I am.

I'm happy.
He's happy.
Maybe I wasn't wrong in leaving them.