naughty new years

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December 30, 2017

I'm so excited for this party tomorrow night. it feels like forever since i've been to a party. I'm almost a sober. yes, I'm an alcoholic. well I was an alcoholic. I haven't touched it in 11 months. no matter how tempting it was.

My best friend was invited to this huge party on the rooftop in Sydney hosted by her boyfriends boss. well I have a little story to tell you about my life. So I'm 23 years old, living alone. Barely though, I have close to no money. a shitty job with small pay. my parents have basically disowned me because of something that happened when I was 19.

Anyway my best friend has been the only person that's ben with me my whole life. She has helped me out so much and I'm so grateful for her being in my life. she is basically the only bit of hope left in me. shes also the one who helped me get sober.

i was so bad. like non stop drinking and hooking up with randoms every night. i was what you might call a slut or whore. I was surprised I havent gotten STD or something. the doctor said im so lucky not to. ever since i got that scare i haven't touched a dude. That's pretty much what ruined. she saved me from all that shit

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well first chap guys. i told you im not really sure what this book is about but oh well. just going with the flow here. i hope you enjoyed xx