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by chxlcie

January 3, 2018

Harry's working today and im meeting up with my best friend for lunch. I have a lot of explaining to do. I went for a run this morning because thats what i do whenever im stressed. I decided to do some cleaning too because i felt like i was doing nothing and being a lousy guest.

I had a shower and got ready for the lunch with my best friend. I put on nice but casual clothes and braided my hair. i began walking to the café i was meeting her at. she was already there. I hugged her but she looked worried/pissed. We sat at a table and ordered something to eat. I was starving bc i hadnt eaten yet.

"Ok before i start im gonna say im fine now" she looked at me

"No your fucking not" she showed me her phone. There was a video of me on a...... lets call it a website with um explicit videos on it.

"WHAT THE FUCK" Iyelled grabbing the attention of other customers

"See your not fucking ok so dont bullshit to me" she whisper yelled at me

"Wher- who- wha- how!?"

"How the fuck do you think. You fucked up. Real bad. Did what i do for you mean nothing" she was dissapointed in me

"What. No. Your my bestfriend it was a mistake" tears fell down my cheeks

She shook her head. Ive never seen her like this. Shes never been this angry in the entire time ive her. Shes barely spoken swear words little own yell them. I felt like shit.

I ruined evrything for everyone. Its just best they live a life without me. I got up and ran. Not worrying about the food that was being placed on the table. I couldn't think of any other place to go except one.

It was a place i used to runaway too when i was younger. I was still pouring my eyes out so my vision was slightly blurry. I tripped and hit my head but i got up and kept running.

I grabbed the blades i hid in the trees and started slitting my wrists. I still wanted to do more so i started on my legs and hips. Just like old times. I didnt feel any pain because nothing was worse then seeing my bestfriend hurt because if me.

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Aight. Dont u just love depression. Yea it does stuff to ya dont it. Anyways i hope you enjoyed x