naughty new years

3

January 1, 2018

ugh. My head is killing me. Where am I? i cant remember anything from last night. I looked at my surroundings. I was naked in bed with some dude. I tried pinching myself praying its a dream. I cant have done this. I know wouldn't have drunk any alcohol but i feel slightly hungover.

I hurry out of the bed. I couldn't find any of my clothes so I grabbed an oversized jumper that was there. I ran out crying as the memories of last night flooded my head. i was crying because of what I did. not only did I break the promise I kept but ruined everything my best friend had done for me. she would be so disappointed in me right now.

I have no idea where I am. I'm sitting in an alleyway crying into my lap. no phone. no money. no car. I'm all alone right now. I hate myself right now. i should never have one anything or drunk anything I didn't get myself.

"are you ok" I looked up.

I shook my head and put my head down again. I felt arms grab me and lift me up. I couldn't really see because of the tears filling my eyes but it was a guy helping me. he let me cry on his shoulder. he was comforting me.

"c'mon, les get you someplace better and then we can talk" he said leading me somewhere.

"thankyou" I hugged him

" its ok my house isn't far away we can walk their" he rubbed my back in comfort.

/skip to his house/

this complete stranger has helped me. he got me some proper clothes and a face washer to clean myself up. I told him what happened. and pretty much my whole life story. all he did was listen and be there for me.

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so this is a really long chap. I think I might make the rest around this long but idk. anyways as always hope you enjoyed x