Stuck in love.

Chapter 1

It's weird to think that I would just like him as a friend first now I love him and I don't know what to do what if I ruin our friendship what if he doesn't like me back through those things that keep me up at night even when I'm lying next to him I don't think he knows that I am in love with him what does he know but pretends that he doesn't know because he doesn't like me back I feel the same way have always hated when he calls me his sister.

he is 3 years older then me and now that I'm 18 I'm finally goanna tell him how I feel when its the summer holiday he is coming with my older brother.

Emily's POV

Its Friday night and I'm sitting in my room talking to my best friends Jordyn, Eva and Amelia as I tell them how nervous I am on Sam and Jace coming home for the holiday, Jace is also Jordyn's older brother and only Jordyn knows about my crush on him since my first kiss was him.

FLASHBACK

as a 6-year-old me is sitting on our porch watching Jace and Sam ridding their skate boards while Jordyn was getting us some food (and taking her time) Sam slipped on his skate board and broke his leg then started to scream for help so Trixie (Jordyn and Jace's mum) came running out to see what was happening after while they decided to go to the hospital to see what was wrong with his leg while Jace and I stayed back with Jace because the car was full with mum, dad, Trixie, Jordyn and Sam.

It had been at least 2 hours and Jace was doing everything he could think of the cheer me up but it wasn't working after awhile he just decided to show me his tricks and it was working at the time until he tripped as well and grazed his knee at the same time Jake came out to cheek on us he sew that Jace was hurt and got him an ice pack and took the skate board away for the day cause he didn't was us to get hurt even more, and now it was my turn to cheer him up so I kissed his brose the look on his face was shock and confused "My mum told me that kissing it made it better" I replied to his unasked question then he quickly replied with " No you're meant to kiss me on the lips to make it better" then it was my turn to be confused but I started to leaned in anyways and he placed his lips on mine and kissed me.

FLASHBACK OVER

I blushed at the memory of my first kiss and now that I've graduated high school and I'm also going to the same college as him as well as the rest of my friends as I get back to the group chat we were on they were where planning to throw a party at Eva's house I was on buying the alcohol Jordyn was on inviting people Amelia was on the music and all Eva had to do was get her parents to agree with the plan and be out of the house. that was my plan for the weekend throw a party on Saturday and forget about Jace coming home for the summer I mean its not like I hate him its just I can't deal with my feelings at the moment.

Saturday night

It's half way through the night, as I'm drinking with my friend and getting wasted I start to feel nervous because I knew that they would be here at any moment and I just wanted to get more drunk and let loose and I pulled Eva to the dace floor and starts dancing with her while Amelia and Jordyn were flirting with these 2 College boys that looked like twins as Eva and I danced in her living room I feel someone grab my hand as I turned around I realized its Liam my Ex boyfriend I don't know what I was thinking at the time but I grabbed his face and kissed him maybe it was because I still like him or maybe it was the alcohol but the only thing I knew at the time was that I just wanted to kiss him after a while of us kissing we start to play bear pong it was fun for a while I was playing with Amelia VS Eva and Jordyn so far we were losing but after a while we were tried to them with 2 wins each game as Eva was about to throw the last ball the music stopped and we turned to where the chaos was coming from and there were 2 boys fighting we tried to get them to stop but they wouldn't listen so Jordyn kicked them out and we stoped the party at 12:32 AM and after that everyone went home so the 4 of us just stayed at Eva's house instead of going home.

The next morning Eva woke us up early because we had to clean the house before her parents get back at 12, we finished cleaning around 11:48 and we just stayed in her room planning on what we wanted to do this summer her parents got home around 12:30 and we all left to go home and to be honest the last thing I wanted to do was go home but lucky me that my brother and Jace got home early in the morning so they would be asleep. so I didn't have to see him for awhile as Jordyn dropped me off because we lived next door to each other I didn't have to drive cause I drank too much last night.

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15/2/18

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The picture above is Eva's house

I wanna change something in my book like the title any suggestions?